i really need to get this off my chest..


OMG!!! i really need to learn how to drive.. i really need to pay more attention to the things around me while i'm driving.. and most of all.. I NEED TO LOOK AT MY MIRRORS more often..
geez.. before i hit something again!!!

i hit someone's car today.. i had one of two choices:

1) hit and run
2) leave a note and tell them

and u kno wut.. #1 was really so tempting.. i really wanted to.. i mean.. if i had just left and not said anything.. i wouldn't have to pay for the big dent in his car.. OMG

but after some contemplation.. i decided to leave a note.. and i left.. and after i left.. i kept on thinking.. hmm maybe i should go and get that note back.. i really dun wanna pay.. and i really dun have the $ to pay.. and idun want my insurance and wut not to go up..

but i ended up going home.. and the guy emailed me.. and we have to talk about his dent.. geez.. of all cars to decide to dent.. i dented a friggin RSX.. and its huge friggin dent!!!!! HUGE i tell you.. a dent that will take at least a good $200-300 to get fixed.. at least!!!

but the thing that bugs me the most of all about this.. is i really wanted to just hit and run.. i mean i could have easily done it..

i mean.. i'd always thought of myself as someone who wouldn't do something like that.. or even think of doing it.. i mean.. being the person i am.. having being brought up the way i have.. i would have never actually thought i'd consider it.. and even consider going back to get the note.. OMG.. seriously.. sometimes i surprise myself.. and not necessarily in a good way..

urgh.. now i definetly need to find a job .. to pay off that guy.. i dun even kno how much exactly that stupidity of mine is gonna cost..


frig.. i am so stupid sometimes.. i do the stupidest things sometimes.. man .. i seriously think that i should lock myself in a room sometimes.. to keep me from doing the incredibly stupid thigns that i do.. URGh

haha.. tonite just made me realize how stupid and blonde i can be sometimes..

i spent my last friday nite in toronto with some friends.. eating jap food @ taste of japan and watching constantine @ colossus

normally.. eating jap food with friends doesn't make me look like an idiot..but i went with some of my high skewl friends who hadn't tried teppanyaki b4.. so there i was with my friends.. and they asked me some typical questions when they're trying something new.. u kno.. like.. whats this food taste like?? how do you eat it?? etc. etc.. and i was so dumb.. i was like.. uh.. i dunno.. how do u hold chopsticks?? uh.. i dunno.. what do u mean u dun kno how to hold chopsticks?? ur chinese.. and ur.. uh holding chopsticks!!! haha.. i'm such a loser..

and then theres also.. oh.. sometimes they do these really kewl tricks that the chef guy sometimes does with your food.. oh really?? like what.. um.. they like uh.. u kno.. um.. do that burning thing.. burning thing?? what do u mean?? they burn your food?? ... yeah u kno.. they like burn it.. wait.. no.. whats it called.. whats what called??... they like.uh.i forget what its called.. torch ur food??set it on fire.. oh oh yeah.. thats it.. they set ur food on fire..

and to top it all of.. we went to see constantine rite.. and for those who've seen it.. theres a scene at the beggining where it shows these two guys in mexico.. and i dun what was wrong with me.. maybe it was the tiredness... or the extremely alcoholic strawberry daquiri @ taste of japan.. but i was sitting there looking at the screen.. and i said really loudly.. OMG what did happened to mexico?? and everybody at the theatre is just looking at me really weirdly.. i guess it doesn't make much sense.. but let me explain.. the scene shows this dilapidated town.. kinda.. like 2 poles and 2 crosses.. the building has like fallen apart. and all it says @ the bottom of the screen is "mexico".. so i'm like what happened to mexico? OMG is that what mexico looks like in the future?? and my friends are like.. uh.. sindy.. i think they mean just a part of mexico.. and i was like.. uh.. OH.. woops.. lets just say.. ppl @ the movies thought i was like psycho or something..

and for those who have seen constantine.. you'll kno that the movie is quite confusing.. and it doesn't really explain much.. so the whole entire movie.. i'm like huh?? what?? why did he die?? or like?? what happened to gabriel?? huh?? is he like in hell or something??

so yeah.. i spent my friday nite being a very ditzy dumb chinese gurl.. i will say that.. according to my high skewl friends.. i should have been born a blonde.. cuz i'm not exactly the brightest crayon in the box.. hehe

:P

ah.. its been a good few days so far since coming home from windsor...

friday: hung out with jo.. went to pacific.. went to mikes.. played some poker with ppl.. man i missed hanging out with ppl.. especially since some of them i dunt normally hang out with.. lots o fun :) got to see jess lam.. hadn't seen her in a long time too..


saturday: slept till like 4pm.. haha.. such a pig.. i hadn't shoveled the snow since i got back.. nor had it been shoveled since my parents left.. woopsee.. so matt came over and helped me:) yeah.. how is it, it took him only 20 mins to do my whole driveway when it normally takes 3 ppl 1hr to do it?? huh?? wuts going on there?? then went to korean bbq with d chris and matt.. haha.. now you're devirginized .. hehe.. glad u had fun.. mini golf.. haha.. i beat u all !!! wohoo!!! even tho we all cheated really bad.. except chris. ever so honest.. then demetres!!! woohoo.. i luv that place.. hmm strawberry waffles!!!

sunday: didn't up getting home like 2am .. so slept till like 11.. sorrie mcbc ppl.. missed seeing u guys b4 u all went back to skewl. my bad.. i promise i'll see u guys soon :)
had lunch with my aunt .... got to chat with her for a while.. yea :)
i miss having good chats

monday:didn't do much once again.. didn't wake up till 2pm.. was planing on not waking up till even later.. if not for a stupid visitor.. urgh.. y some ppl just wont give up.. and now i have a damn 2nd degree burn on my hand..
frig.. wont stop calling.. wont stop showing up.. wont stop messin up my life.. GIVE UP ALREADY!!!! geez..
went to medical centre to get burned checked out.. got oil change on my car.. and just hung out @ home..
went to have night snack with Cy.. happy 19th birthday.. boo urns.. all the english dessert places were closed.. :( oh well.. went to go for tea.. had a nice lil chat.. thanx.. haha.. ur still watching tv @ my house while i'm typin this :P

my plans for the rest of the week
tuesday: going to watch constantine with the windsor gurls.. just hanging out :)

wednesday: not much so far

thursday: possibly girls nite out with krystle and d

friday: gonna attempt to start on my ethics paper.. hmmm.. lets see if that actually ends up happening..

saturday: more working on paper.. maybe get together with some ppl..

sunday: leaving around 3ish for windsor.. the end of my reading week...

but i think i'm prolly coming home again in mid march.. :)

aah.. had the best weekend in the longest time....

went to london on thursday.. hung out with jo & the alma girls... and jo.. Sound of Music Is SO SO SO much better than stargate!!!! haha

friday morning.. went back to toronto... haha. mad funni.. mad snowing in london.. 2 seconds outside of london.. clear blue skies :) man gotta love the canadian weather.. saturday was lydia's bday so friday nite eveyrobdy was @ her house for a surprise bday party. aaww... gotta luv lyds!!!! haha.. she even has a blog now.. she finally conformed hehe..

happy 21st lydia!!!

saturday nite.. was lots of fun.. went to thai food by york with all the cds ppl.. me, d, chris, krystle, ariana, jason, leppo and frankie.. ariana was back!!! hadn't seen her in so long ... 2 years.. :)

went down to tonic afterwards. so much fun.. definetly need to do that afterwards..

sunday: drove bro to pacific .. hung out @ pacific with jo.. then watched nba all stars @ lydia's.. mad piggin out.. me and jo.. & the maxim cakes!!!! HAHA.. SUCH PIGGY WIGGYS..

monday: long long drive back into windsor all by myself.. even so.. this weekend has been lots of fun.. hung out with lots of ppl.. ppl i haven't seen in a long time :)

goign back into town again on thurday .. my reading week officiaily starts on the 28th.. :)

even tho this weekend has been so so so much fun.. there have been its bad moments..
saturday nite.. i acted out b4 thinking.. and now i feel so embarassed and stupid about it.. tho in some ways i shouldn't but in other ways i do... :(
its hard to explain.. but definetly feeing stupid rite now..

so you're prolly wondering one of 2 things:

1) why am i awake so early???

2) why haven't i gone to bed yet??

if u guess #2.. smart smart..haha.. i dun have an actual sleeping pattern anymore.. well i knda do.. but is screwed up.. i wake up everyday around 1pm.. and do stuff and wut not.. and go to bed at 5-6am every day..

haha..

so once again that time of the year came to pass... and by that i mean.. the official.. "singles awareness day"..
this year was actually suppose to be "valentines day" for me.. but bois are stupid.. haha..i dun mean all bois.. but some.. well most that i kno.. so once again.. ended being "singles day"..

hey.. but this years singles day was lots of fun..

had a bunch of the girls over.. made lots of food.. haha.. LOTS of food..

Menu:
italian wedding soup
tri-colour salad
garlic bread
pork chops
chicken steak
salmon steak
shrimp
rotini pasta.. (which was really screwed up.. something wrong with the pasta..ended up looking like dough.. :P)
veggies
valentines cupcakes
chocolate covered strawberries

all that food.. for 5 ppl.. hehe.. well was suppose to be 7.. but 2 coudln't make it..
and we managed to chomp it all down.. aside from the doughey pasta.. haha

it was fun.. just all girls.. made me think.. who needs bois?? haha..

whoever was it that said: you need boys in order to have fun on valentines day... YOU"RE SO WRONG!!!!!! haha..

valentines day is as good as n e other day to chill out with the friends :)

so .. going home soon.. thursday.. its not even my reading week.. its everybody elses but mine..
mine doesn't even start till the 28th of february.. but since everybody has theres this coming week.. thought i'd go home anyway..

so going to london thursday nite to meet up with jo.. then frankie is driving us out to toronto.. dinner plans & clubbing with cds peeps sat nite..
chill out and wut not till monday nite.
driving back into windsor.. got midterm tuesday nite..
participant in research on wednesday.. going back out to t.o prolly wednesday nite/thursday morning
and then my official reading week starts 2 days afterwards..

this reading week.. man got so much to catch up on.. ppl especially..
this RW will be great.. a good friend i haven't seen in 2 years is back in town!!! yeah!!! and parents are out of town!!! yeah!!! both are in hk.. so freedom, space and free stuff coming back!!! yeah..

haha


lastly.. its my babi cuz's bday today.. he turns 5!!!! yeah.. happy birthday Eric Jai!!!

haha.. my weird slanted strawberry

Feli & Manry .. Hmm yummi cupcakes

Manry, Danit & I

Me & the housemate Faith

Manry & Faith

I made my own choco strawberries !!! Yummi

Din Din with the Girls

Happy Valentine's Day! Won't You be My Valentine?

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man.. this totally suxs.. i bought 2 new fishes yesterday: Eddie & rupert.. Eddie was a pretty black goldfish.. this morning i wake up.. both Eddie & Brows (my other goldfish) were dead this morning.. so NOT kewl!!!. man what a shitty way to start a morning..

i had 4 yesterday: Brows, Flutter, Eddie & Rupert.. Now I only have Fluter & Rupert left.. boo urns..

Eddie, Rupert & Flutters

Eddie & Rupert

Another New Addition to Sindy's Fishy Land: Eddie

New Addition to Sindy's Fishy Land: Rupert