wow... 1st year of uni passed by really quickly...

as i sit here in my room.. amongst my boxes of stuff.. waiting for the 'rents to come get me....

i think back on this year..

its been lots of fun for most of the year.. it passed by really quickly tho..


i kinda wish i worked harder on some courses tho.. and i kinda wish i first approached the whole university thing differently.. some many problems arose in the beggining b/c of my attitude and perspective of everything..

i kinda wish i didn't make a lot of the stupid mistakes that i made this year.. i mean.. some in regards to school.. some in regards to people.. some in regards to life in general.. but i guess thats also a part of life.. u make mistakes .. and u learn from them.. and try not to make them again...

on a better note

i think i've grown up.. i look at things differently.. and more carefully now.. i put more thought into a lot of things now..

i've also actually learned a lot.. things that actually matter and i WILL remember in the summer .. and years from now.. hehe.. unlike high skewl.. where i forgot everything like 3 days after summer vacation started.. ha..

ive improved on my playing so much!!! i went from being an alrite playa.. to being much better.. i mean.. theres still lots more i need to learn to do.. and improve on.. but i'm slowly getting there.. YEAH :)

i had my 2nd jury yesterday.. and i think it went really well!!! my teacher and my accompanist were amazed at how well it went.. and during the jury.. jamie and trevor.. the flute and clarinet profs... smiled at me.. thats a good sign rite???

at the woodwind mastercalls last last sunday.. the 4th ... they commented on how my sound was so much clearer.. my tonality was better.. and they said i had improved greatly.. and i improved even more so from that on.. so yeah me..

now i just have to keep on going.. :)

but yeah