so yeah todays thursday... i leave tommorow for the auditions.. still in the nervous/scared mood rite now.. dunno realli know whether or not i'm gonna do good or not.. its sorta hard to tell.. i mean.. i can think i'm doing good... but then in the end really have sucked in my audition.. but thats not the only problem i have... i have to finish both my eng isu and my philosophy isu for tommorow... eng isu is almost done.. one article and one journal... hopefully won't take my that long.. and my philosophy isu.. have to do an annotated bibliography... i did that for the 1st part already.. so i only have to edit and add a little bit more for it.. shouldn't be that bad... but add on 1-2 hrs of oboe praticing.. and 1 hr of piano.. cuz there's some piano profiency test.. and 1 hr of theory reviewing.. means a while hell of a lot of work.. that means no tv... or chatting with ppl on icq or msn...

ha finally.. got the applications up and sent.. took forever.. my parents kept on screwing them up.. first with the cheques and stuff, now with the stupid seal of a notary.. ugh.. oh well.. i can send the application ahead and send the rest later.. but thats done and dealt with....

my day pretty much sux.... i had ismf today.. and ugh.. the stupid ismf ppl picked two oboist that sux more than me to play 1st and i'm stuck playing 2nd.. im not saying that playing 2nd is bad.. dun get me wrong or anything.. its good.. its just not really fair that they picked ppl worse than me.. and the girl can't even play the solo in incantations right.. she's playing so quietly that you can't her.. hello??? its a solo.. ppl need to hear you.. and ha.... at first i was a lil upset about not getting to play the finale... but after hearing them play it.. i'm glad... no offense to the ppl in it.. but u don't know how bad it sounded from outside.. it was falling apart before it even started coming together... oh well...

after like 8 hours of ismf.. i had 2 hrs of sound of music.. that was alrite.. didn't really get to do as much work as i intended to .. buts that alrite.. ms. pianist.. won't say her name.. but ugh.. can't stand her.. she's so annoying.. she acts as if she's the conductor.. but hello?? ur only the pianist.. hamburger is the conductor.. couldnt she just shut her mouth or something?

i have to pack all my stuff for tommorow.. don't know what i'm gonna wear to my auditions either... i mean its not that BIG of a deal or anything.. but still important.. want to make a good 1st impression... so i need to think about that...

things i need to do for tonite:
1) pack
2) pratice oboe
3) pratice piano
4) finish my isu's
5) buy food for car ride to pittsburgh

things i need to do for tommorow:
1) go to wendi's at 1:00
2) perform for music class w/elise
3) get missed work

ha... i never even got to some of the stuff i was going to do today.. yesterday.. i said i'd go to the bank.. didn't do that.. buy new shoes... no time.. but sterney's and di's candy.. no time.. call camill... no time.. so the only thing i did do is bring james his book and called my sister to buy me the perfume.. and hopefully i'll finish my isu..

so yeah..
no more time to type this stuff.. gtg.. work on my isu's and pack and sh*t like that.. gtg..
chilz
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