finally had the guts to say it all.. every last bit of it. didn't leave a single letter out.. and i guess it feels good to finally get it all off my chest.. but at same time..

it now comes down to wondering what action shall be taken next?
what is the response?
what if it gets worse?
what if this and what if that?

i feel a sigh of relief but at the same time next problems n questions arise..

very complicating and very confusing..

but i'm glad i finally had the guts to do it.. it was rotting inside me just dying to come out.. i don't kno just how much longer i could deal with it..

maybe now. life for the time being will just be a lil easier to live.