its amazing how a short 5 days can totally change one's life....

in the 5 days.. i managed to get a total new output on my life.. what i feel about my life.. what my purpose in life is.. what i've always done wrong.. why i always felt so miserable.

i NOW KNOW what i need to do in order to make my life more meaningful..

i'll explain later.. right now i'm so dead tired from crying so much.. never in my life have i cried so much in the span of one day.. and tho i hate to admit i cry.. every tear that was shed.. was worth it.. so incredibly worth it!