looking at everybodys blogs.. i've missed out on so much since coming back to hk..
softball games.. rugby games.. ppl getting married.. ppl hooking up.. breaking up..
i'm so totally clueless now...

thats one of the things i hate about being away during the summers..

but on the other hand.. i luv being away for the summers as well.. somestime its just nice to get away from everything..

its nice coming back to see ppl i dunt normally get to see. like my cousins.. and its nice just getting to hang out with them.. which i've done a lot since coming back..

gone skating with them.. gone to Jungle Gym USA.. went out to lunch and stuff with them.. had a lil jam session with ginnie & erik.. haha.. that was mad fun..

and i cant wait till sunday...

combine my two most favourite things and u get this sunday

1) kids
2) food

haha.. this sunday is fathers day and so its a big family gathering thing.. and so.. all of my "ng" uncles and aunts are going over to my grandfathers.. and we're having a big feast.. haha.. and me n my 2 lil cousins are gonna bake a cake.. haha.. can't wait to see the mess that they end up with.. so gonna be a kodak moment..

and then dinner.. all the "leung" uncles and aunts.. are going over to my grandma's ... and we're gonna have another big feast.. haha.. my family is HUGE on eating.. haha.. i'm in charge of making desserts and i can't wait.. since my other lil cousin is gonna help me.. and thats gonna be interesting...haha

hmm.. coconut pudding.. chocolate cake.. mango pudding.. hmmm.. MOCHI!!!! yum yum


anyhow..

i miss all u ppl back in to .. i miss being a part of all the commotion... :(
hope ur all having fun in to.. and being safe...

don't do anything stupid ppl!

i swear.. moving and renovating is such a pain in the ass.. unbelievably annoying....

especially in hk.. man.. i use to think that the ppl in canada were slow and careless... apparently not...

so the rents bought a new apt in hk for my sis and my granny and when the rest of my family goes back to visit n stuff.. so we had to renovate the whole appt.. new furniture and new walls, doors, kitchen, all that stuf..

1) we ordered new beds, and desks and cabinets.. made to order.. n wut not... they deliver it finally.. after being like 10 days late.. and then we checked the goods rite.. and 2 of the desks are so scratched and screwed up beyond belief.. so we have to send them back. and the ppl are like.. u gotta pay extra for us to ship the goods back to china and then back to hk again.. and we're like WTH? its their fault to begin with.. and now we hafta wait like another 10 days till we can get the desks.. and aside from the two desks.. one of the closets doors had a big crak in the wood so they had to take tat back as well.. but then the stupid ppl killed the side of the wall when they were assembling it.. now one of the rooms has 3 huge like 6 inch scratches in the new paint.. urhg!!!

2) who the hell delivers an appliance and says oh yeah.. if u want the manual.. ull have to contact our headquarters n ask for one. wth? its suppose to come with a damn manual to begin with!!!

3) our sofa company is screwed up.. they were suppose to deliver it today!!! so i sat in the house by myself with no AC in scorching 32+ degrees waiting for it.. and they never came.. and so i called them.. and they're like.. uh.. we dun deliver on saturdays.. FRIG!!!!!!

so 3 weeks in hong kong.. and surprisingly enough.. i haven't spent that much $$$$

reason 1) i dun have that money on me to begin with
reason 2) spent almost every day either furniture/appliance shopping wiht my mom for new house.. or over at my uncles playing with my cousins
reason 3) its not quite sale season in hk yet.. i'm attempting to save up and not spend till later on in summer so i can get more for less..

as of rite now.. 2 jobs.. but they both don't start till later in july.. so i'm bored now.. if anybody needs anything .. holla i have all the time in the world to go buy stuff..

on the other hand i feel like i'm missing uot so much on all the stuff that is going on in T.O ... ppl's weddings, softball. hangng out with friends... etc...

if anybody is ever bored and wants to fill me in.. by all means... lastly


Get better Tim!!!

saw ur arm on ur blog.. write... sindy hopes u feel better on it ok??

hk... geez its hot here... its been less than 2 days and my god.. i've sweated like a pig numerous times.. aaah!!! but so far.. hk has been not bad.. haven't done an shopping or anything yet.. still dealing with jet lag.. dunt start work till later .. like in june.. so more days of boring nothing to do days...... so yeah.. if bored.. feel free to dro me a line

out

sometimes i seriously wonder if life is worth living.. i mean .. all the pain and sorrow .. all the obstacles that we have to face.. problems after problem..
its not like life ever gets better to the state of being conflict free.. so then what exactly am i living for?

nothing

i have nothing to look forward.. no goal in life..
nothing to work hard for.. and everytime i try to work for something.. it never works out.. everything just come tumbling down..

nothing ever goes rite for me.. i can't remember the last time that things ever went smoothly for me.. i dunt think ever.

i kno that you're not suppose to give up.. and you're suppose to look on the bright side. all those stupid sayings.. tommorow's a new day.. things will get better.. its all completely bullshit..

the only ppl who say that are those who have everything.. life has worked out perfectly for them..

what about those who life didn't work out perfectly? what are they suppose to do?

i'm at the end of my string.. what can i do

aah.. been home for a good 3 weeks now.. its been a good 3 weeks i'd say.. a rather bother but good 3 weeks.. i've caught up on all my sleep.. :P which is good.. and i've gotten to hang out with some ppl while i've been home :)

13 days till hk.. and in that time being.. i have a load of stuff to do..

BIGGEST THING- convince my dad about culinary
if convincable.. then gotta figure out some apps stuff.
-shop for work clothes
-shop for gifts for my lil cousins
-softball/basketball/ some sort of exercise
-finish shopping for grad gifts
- get my passport back
-unpack all my stuff from uni..
-pack all my clothes & stuff for hk..

but b4 all that.. i'm really excited for the next two weeks.... lots of fun stuff planned

-tiffs coming home!!! yeah.. girls night out!! jazz club ... desserts & drinks!!! weeee
-bbq!!!!! woohoo i luv bbq!!!!haha
-jam sessions with the maestro.. haha.. when u coming home btw?

so yeah.. i'll miss everybody while i'm in hk.. i guarantee that..

man.. i never really realized that i missed a lot of things.. well not just things.. events.. places.. people.. sitting here in windsor at 7am on a friday morning.. not having yet gone to bed since thursday at 4pm.. anyhow.. beside the point.. i miss a lot of things...

i miss high skewl.. i kinda somewhat miss going to class.. well at least my high skewl classes..the small classes.. the close knit environment.. all my friends .. the teachers.. sadly i even miss my old school uniform..the old ugly blazer, tie and kilt.. i guess i kinda miss the organization of high skewl.. how everything was so planned out..i miss going to all my classes, then out to lunch with the girls.. and skipping classes.. and going back to skewl just for pratices.. i can't even really remember what my high skewl band and choir pratices were like anymore.. but i guess the thing i miss most of all about high skewl would be being on the basketball and softball teams.. i remember on a beautiful sunny day in april.. i'd be outside in the back field with all my girly girls.. batting it up..doing some good ol'catching and pitchin.. man i really do miss it all.. aaawww.. basketball.. i miss that a lot too.. not just the sport but the whole being on a team environment thing.. i mean.. i miss all the girls.. some of them i'd played with them the whole 4 years.. and one of them for 6 years.. since elementary skewl.. back then.. i guess i just miss getting to play my game with them.. i mean i haven't played softball or basketball in a really long time.. :(


i miss home.. technically i'd only been away from home less than a month.. but the last time i was back.. it wasn't really home.. i miss having my whole family at home.. i miss having a good family dinner.. the last we had a full family dinner.. was in the summer.. when my mom, dad, miranda, ivan and i deleberately set a day aside to go have dinner in hk. i mean we were all so consumed with work and play and wut not.. and since then we haven't had one.. mainly cuz miranda's been in hk ever since and hasn't come back yet..
this year has been so different.. my mom's been gone for most of the past 8 months.. she came back from hk.. then hthe states..then vancouver.. then ottawa.. then panama.. and now hk again.. and without my mom around.. my brother and i dun have much a motivation to go back home to newmarket much.. so even just the 4 of us minus my sister.. we haven't had a family dinner since .. i dun even kno if we had one.. i miss having the whole family around.. i miss living at home with the whole family.. back then.. our house will be really loud.. me n the siblings fighting all the time.. fighting over ever lil possible thing.. whether it be the computer.. or the tv.. or the phone or even just to complain to my mom about each other.. its definetly different now..


i miss a lot of things..

feli & i
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wynne, faith , and I
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eunice & i
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english group pic
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and cutesy wei wei too..
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and lil wynonna too
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im gonna miss lil ethan.. so cute :)
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the chinese bois
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ryan & i.. jeff in the background
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steve & i.. haha
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dorothy & i
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danit & i
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tonite was the grad dinner for Timothy fellowship @ wcbc..we had a nice dress up dinner for all the grads.. and tho i wasn't graduating.. they included me in the list.. cuz well i'm leaving windsor.. and it was really nice..and lots of fun.. haha.. mad picture fest.. everyone took so many pics.. and it was nice seeing almost everybody get dressed up.. cuz normally we're all like sweat pants and flip flops.. hehe :P

kinda made me realize.. that my time here in windsor is soon to be over.. im leaving on i believe the 24th .. and im gonna miss all my friends here.. :( i've gotten to kno some of them quite well and its kinda sad to be leaving..

i dunno when i will see them nxt.. the fellowship is having a retreat in toronto sometime in june/july.. but then i'm not here.. and by the time i get back from hk.. they'll all be in skewl.. and i dun kno if ill have the time to come down and visit..

im gonna miss certain things in windsor.. skewl most def not.. but ppl yeah.. :P