life so majorly sux... i mean... doesn't it.. at least mine does.. let me tell you whats making me so pissed and crying and in such a crying mood...

last nite... the prof for music therapy at acadia called to say I was in.... and then this morning i told my guidance counsellor person..and he said that i didn't get in... so what the hell is going on here? nobody seems to know what's going..and it so majorly sux... i mean.. am i in or not? do they find it funny or soemthing to mess with me? it isn't the first time.. first.. they lost my application.. and then they found it .... and then they decided to not process my application... honestly


FU*K... what do they want from me????

i mean.. i've been putting off other places just waiting for them..cuz i wanna go there.. and here they are.. F*ckin me over and over again...

uh.. today is the 13th already.. and still no news from acadia.. this majorly sux.. don't ya think??? uh.. the the dress that i was planning on getting.. uh.. me and my bad luck with dresses.. they have my size but not in the right colour.. now i have to go find another dress and new shoes.. cuz the ones i was planning on getting don't match too welll with this new dress....uh.. and another bad thing.. fuller says my discman can't possibly be fixed.. whcih means.. new discman.. and i have no money in which to buy this new discman with.. anybody wanna buy me a new discman???? you'll be my new best friend... haha...

anyhow.. uh... victoria day weekend.. parents are going away.. me all by myself.. woo hoo.. fun fun!!

i'm free to do whatever, whenever.. this weekend.. weee!!!!

Happy Mommi's Day!!!!!! yeah.. its mommi day today.. what did u do for your mommi today???
me??? i uh.. me, sis, bro, sis's bf, daddi and mommi went to lunch today.. yum yum.. and then.. uh.. went to buy carnations for my two mommies.. yeah.. auntie gloria and my mommi.. and then uh.. what'd i do?? oh yeah.. i went home to study for exams.. cuz.. u know.. my exams start not this thursday.. but the thursday after.. so majorly cram... hehe.. and then we go out to dinner with my mommi's best friend and family.. and some place.. i dunno where.. haha.. i'm talking in past tense.. and some of this hasn't even happened yet.. hehe.. yea i'm so cool!

anyhow.. sis came down.. and she bought me gifts from cuba.. yeah!!! but the bad thing is.. she went with out me.. : ( boo hoo... oh well.. anyhow.. i got my prom dress.. its not the same one that i was gonna get b4.. cuz they didn't have my size.. boo hoo... but i found this one at some bridal place in newmarket.. its simple and cute.. but pretty too.. its not to extravagant.. so i can wear it again... now all i need are shoes.. which i think i found at scarpino... and bag.. and hafta go book an appointment at mac for makeup and find a good hairdresser..

here.. lookie at the dress

http://www.bestbridesmaid.com/cache/shop_product_jsp_ID_8_filter_Promo.html

the one i'm getting is pink.. and i'm getting alterations done.. so there'll be a nice big slit on both sides.. like on side of leg.. when i'm done with it...

anyhow.. gtg.. chilz