May 16, 2005

sometimes i seriously wonder if life is worth living.. i mean .. all the pain and sorrow .. all the obstacles that we have to face.. problems after problem..
its not like life ever gets better to the state of being conflict free.. so then what exactly am i living for?

nothing

i have nothing to look forward.. no goal in life..
nothing to work hard for.. and everytime i try to work for something.. it never works out.. everything just come tumbling down..

nothing ever goes rite for me.. i can't remember the last time that things ever went smoothly for me.. i dunt think ever.

i kno that you're not suppose to give up.. and you're suppose to look on the bright side. all those stupid sayings.. tommorow's a new day.. things will get better.. its all completely bullshit..

the only ppl who say that are those who have everything.. life has worked out perfectly for them..

what about those who life didn't work out perfectly? what are they suppose to do?

i'm at the end of my string.. what can i do