not until recently have i realized how often people, myself included, don't pay enough attention to the things and the people around us. And majority of the time, we won't
notice until it comes down to the most crucial moment.

it makes me wonder. how many times have i not paid attention? not noticed? and by my not noticing, how many times have i made others felt lonely, upset, sad? i can't give a definete answer cause i honestly can't even count how many times. but i do know that, all those times could have been avoided if i had just not been so self-absorbed.

if i had taken the time to just say hi, taken the time to make a simple phone call, so much could been avoided. all the unhappy moments, all the tears, all the sad emotional thoughts that i may have caused others.

just in the same, i've felt that before. others have made me feel that way.. should i not have taken a hint? do unto others as u would do unto them. i kno what it feels like but yet i choose to do the same.

and now, its too late. theres nothing i can do to undo what i've done.

the only thing that i can do is to learn from my mistake and to know not to do it again.. this all, can just be a reminder to myself of what i've done wrong and what i can do to make it right again.