if not to make my life only worse...

friday morning.. i officially sprained my ankle.. boo hoo.. :(

just like every nite.. had my sleeping problems... couldn't sleep..
cept friday .. i had to wake up early for an optometrist appointment.. so i ended up falling asleep friday morning at like 6.. woke up at like 9... then walk to bus stop... right by the bus stop.. had a "PK" moment and fell.. and then felt my ankle and foot really really hurt.. unable to stand on it for like an hour..

limped to see the optometrist.. and limped home.. all while in pain.. finally got an appointment at the student medical centre..

doctor's prognosis.. i've sprained my ankle.. won't heal for 3-6 weeks.. :(
i've been ordered to not walk too much.. and try and spend as much time as i can off my feet..


which is really hard.. since i'm working.. and its easter season.. which means LS is as busy as can possibly be. and i really wanna work and not stay at home.. hmm??

hopefully my ankle will heal quickly..
right now it only hurts when i'm leaning on it the wrong way or pushing all the weight on that ankle.. otherwise.. its not too bad.. i can walk but limping..

hmm.. maybe its all the Motrin ??? hey..at least it works..


on a better note... i'm gonna be spending the summer in T.O.. and i got 2 job interview this Monday & Tuesday... camp counsellor and camp activity leader sorta stuff..

which means i'm gonna be home Monday and Tuesday... gonna be hectic kidna

taking early morning train out on monday .. and back to windsor tuesday nite..

wish me luck.

i hate myself..

well i don't hate hate myself .. but i hate certain aspects of myself

MOST IMPORTANTLY... i hate how i'm always sick.. and the doctors can't seem to do shit all about it.

all my life.. been plagued with stupid health problems..

stomach problems..
eye problems..
lung problems..
broken bones & sprained body parts..
allergy & nose problems
sleeping problems..
heart problems..


frig.. name a problem .. i've prolly got it or had it at one time or another



why why why won't it just all go away for once???????????