February 08, 2003

so yeah... just got back from pittsburgh from my audition at duquesne.. it was pretty cool there. they have a really nice looking campus ..really wanna go there now.. but anyhow.. my audition went alrite.. i sorta screwed up in the handel sonata with some articulation.. fingers and tongue didn't go exactly together.. but hey.. i tried my best and thats all that matters.. also had to do some theory test.. didn't do that good.. i totally forgot how to do augmented and diminished triads.. i forget whether its +3, then -5 of +3, then *5.. can't remember. oh well.. oh i also had this musicianship test thingy.. listen to triads.. clap stuff back.. you know that sorta stuff.. it was alrite.. did most of it pretty well.. the test guy was like uh huh.. good... so yeah... i sorta screwd up a lil of harmonic triads.. the ones where they play the two notes together.. and ask you to sing the two notes back.. ha.. screwd up on tha big time... but pittsburgh was a pretty nice city and all... not that big.. but thats a good thing..

now i'm down to 7 more universitites to go:
1)U of Windsor
2)Wilfred Laurier
3)U. Western Ontario
4)Acadia University
5)Queen's University
6)McMaster University
7)Carleton University....


once all of those are done.. then i'm done forever woohoo!!!! hehe.. thanx to everyone who said good luck.. \
* all you bois and gals from cds*
luv ya lots.. for all the encouragement....
*all you bois and gals from mcbc*
thanx tooo for the encouragment...

it was hard to do and i'm glad i've gotten thru one.. so now just need to pratice more for the next 7 and i'll be done.. yeah!!!

well.. tommorow.. is sound of music day.. oh yeah!!!! *saracasm* haa haa.. stuck there for 7 hours.. 9-4.. i'm gonna die!! i swear to god... i have a calc assignment i haven't even started yet.. and i have a philosophy isu conference next week as well as i think.. a bio test.. i dun even really know.. i'll have to ask somebody tommorow...

i guess that really is all for the nite.. its late.. i need to get my beauty sleep.. ha.. chilz.. l8tes

February 05, 2003

haha.. i was doing this lil quiz while checking out episode guides on friends.. so yeah.. guess wut?? im the most like phoebe.. can u believe that..





I'm Phoebe Buffay from Friends!

Take the Friends Quiz here.

created by stomps.







so yeah.. me.. like phoebe.. woohoo..
so yeah todays thursday... i leave tommorow for the auditions.. still in the nervous/scared mood rite now.. dunno realli know whether or not i'm gonna do good or not.. its sorta hard to tell.. i mean.. i can think i'm doing good... but then in the end really have sucked in my audition.. but thats not the only problem i have... i have to finish both my eng isu and my philosophy isu for tommorow... eng isu is almost done.. one article and one journal... hopefully won't take my that long.. and my philosophy isu.. have to do an annotated bibliography... i did that for the 1st part already.. so i only have to edit and add a little bit more for it.. shouldn't be that bad... but add on 1-2 hrs of oboe praticing.. and 1 hr of piano.. cuz there's some piano profiency test.. and 1 hr of theory reviewing.. means a while hell of a lot of work.. that means no tv... or chatting with ppl on icq or msn...

ha finally.. got the applications up and sent.. took forever.. my parents kept on screwing them up.. first with the cheques and stuff, now with the stupid seal of a notary.. ugh.. oh well.. i can send the application ahead and send the rest later.. but thats done and dealt with....

my day pretty much sux.... i had ismf today.. and ugh.. the stupid ismf ppl picked two oboist that sux more than me to play 1st and i'm stuck playing 2nd.. im not saying that playing 2nd is bad.. dun get me wrong or anything.. its good.. its just not really fair that they picked ppl worse than me.. and the girl can't even play the solo in incantations right.. she's playing so quietly that you can't her.. hello??? its a solo.. ppl need to hear you.. and ha.... at first i was a lil upset about not getting to play the finale... but after hearing them play it.. i'm glad... no offense to the ppl in it.. but u don't know how bad it sounded from outside.. it was falling apart before it even started coming together... oh well...

after like 8 hours of ismf.. i had 2 hrs of sound of music.. that was alrite.. didn't really get to do as much work as i intended to .. buts that alrite.. ms. pianist.. won't say her name.. but ugh.. can't stand her.. she's so annoying.. she acts as if she's the conductor.. but hello?? ur only the pianist.. hamburger is the conductor.. couldnt she just shut her mouth or something?

i have to pack all my stuff for tommorow.. don't know what i'm gonna wear to my auditions either... i mean its not that BIG of a deal or anything.. but still important.. want to make a good 1st impression... so i need to think about that...

things i need to do for tonite:
1) pack
2) pratice oboe
3) pratice piano
4) finish my isu's
5) buy food for car ride to pittsburgh

things i need to do for tommorow:
1) go to wendi's at 1:00
2) perform for music class w/elise
3) get missed work

ha... i never even got to some of the stuff i was going to do today.. yesterday.. i said i'd go to the bank.. didn't do that.. buy new shoes... no time.. but sterney's and di's candy.. no time.. call camill... no time.. so the only thing i did do is bring james his book and called my sister to buy me the perfume.. and hopefully i'll finish my isu..

so yeah..
no more time to type this stuff.. gtg.. work on my isu's and pack and sh*t like that.. gtg..
chilz
lates

February 04, 2003

so this is my second today.. oh well.. thats okay.. i've been thinking.. what exactly should i write on these things??? i mean.. i looked at a few other ppl's blogs.. and they seemed so much better than mine..i was talking to my friend james pequeno.. haha.. sorrie just had to say that.. anyhow... and he said just to write wutever so yeah.. i'm stil stressed out about the auditions and stuff.. i'm skipping part of skewl on thursday to do a last minute rehearsal.. hopefully that will help to release the stress and tension.. on the bright side.. i'm almost done my eng isu.. done 4 journal entries and read through my censorship article already...ugh tommorow is the damn cismf day.. i miss two of my spares b/c of that.. and then i have 2 hours of sound of music right after.. does hamburger not understand that we have lots of stuff to do outside of sound of music??? and then friday we have rehearsal again.. and saturday too... ugh!!!!!so much stuff to do.. lucky semester ppl.. can relax for a while cuz they just had exams.. but ha.. on the bright side.. we didn't have exams.. it was so great...

i guess thats just the way life is.. it never works out the way u want it to..... but hey.. wats there to do about it nothing.. so i guess we just have to chill and just cruz it!

things i need to do for tommorow:
1)finish my eng isu
2)call camill... haven't called her in a while
3)remind miranda to buy me the gap scent
4)go to the bank- deposit money
5)buy new shoes
6)bring james book to skewl.. haha.. sorrie about that.. totally forgot
7)buy sterney's and di's milk candy

so thats all for now.. chilz.. l8tes..
its mommy's b-day today.. yeah.. happy b-day.. won't say how old she is.. cuz u know.. how chinese mommi's are.. ha.... have to keep their age such a secret.... anyhow.... doesn't matter.. all that does.. is simply... its her b-day... so if u see her around...say happy b-day to her.. hehe.. anyhow.. took her out to dinner at east side mario's last nite.. was pretty good.. and ugh.. found that a friend of mine gets to have lunch with a specific *crush* of mine... ugh i hate u... hehe..u know its all jokes.. but so not fair.. u get to and i don't.. it just isn't fair at all...i wish i got too... i barely even get to see him... ugh.... oh well... doesn't matter realli... i don't think it matters that much.. its like not like u know.. anyhow...

3 days till my audition.. i think i'm gonna cry.... somebody help.. so not f*ckin ready for it.. blah..... oh well.. i guess thats just too bad for me.. but on the ohter hand.. i do have a few more other ones that i can do better on.. and they're not for a long time.. so i can worry and work on those ones for a while...

February 03, 2003

today's monday.... went shopping with my mom.. bought some new clothes.. man its feb already.. sh*t... so soon.. gonna move away from all this.. and be left to live my life away from everybody else.. sweet
anyhow.. today.. wasn't boring.. didn't do that much.. start skewl again.. ugh.. so much to do in so little time.. got 2 isu's due next week.. haven't even started one of them..... my eng isu.. only done 2 of the journals.. ugh.. and i still have to find an article.. won't be able to find one.. i guarantee it... ugh.. and university applications.. i can't stnad them.. have to write a stupid personal statement for one of them.. don't even know what to write for it.. ugh..
this coming friday.. have my very first audition.. i dunno whether to be excited or to nervous... i pratice lots for it.. but i dun quite feel ready for it.. and ugh parents are all like.. pratice pratice pratice .. there''s only so much u can pratice.. but anyhow... ugh

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