i'm going home this weekend.. the diff from usual is :

1) i'm not going for fun!!!!

i have to go to laurier for an audition.. scared shitless for it rite now..... i have to get it.. i need the summer course credit.. boo urns

2) grammy is home!!!

which automaticaly means good fun!!! sweetness!!!hmm.. i should make a list of what to get her to make for me to bring back.. i luv my grammy

3) i definetly need to go home..

if i say here in the ghetto any longer i swear i'm gonna go psycho!!!!

aah :) on a brighter side.. i had previously mentioned that teaching job in hk... its great!! i'm so in debt and that job is so gonna get me out of it!!!!! u wouldn't think teaching overseas can be that great.. but

1) kids!! i luv them!!
2) hong kong!!! i luv it there too
3) experience.. i definetly need it
4) the pay!!! the greatest thing of all!!! $250-$280 HK an hour!! 2-4 hours a day.. 5 days a week.. for 5 weeks.. that means about $2500-$5600 CAD for the month of august plus a week in july!!! thats amazing!!! definetly need that money

i owe my sister money, my parents money, VISA, MASTERCARD, and most of all.. a big amount to my grammy.. for the damn english horn...

anyhow.. enuf ranting for nwo..

is it just me.. or is life harder and harder to life each and every day??

i find that most definetly.. and it pisses me off!!!

its up to the point where i dun even really care about anything anymore..

school .. music... work.. i dun really give a damn anymore..