finally had the guts to say it all.. every last bit of it. didn't leave a single letter out.. and i guess it feels good to finally get it all off my chest.. but at same time..

it now comes down to wondering what action shall be taken next?
what is the response?
what if it gets worse?
what if this and what if that?

i feel a sigh of relief but at the same time next problems n questions arise..

very complicating and very confusing..

but i'm glad i finally had the guts to do it.. it was rotting inside me just dying to come out.. i don't kno just how much longer i could deal with it..

maybe now. life for the time being will just be a lil easier to live.

aah.. i finally got the pneumy package.. canada post suxs.. i do hafta say that..


but thanx so much ppl for the package.. greatly appreciated.. made me laugh really hard..

in regards to all the notes..
i really hope thats not what u guys think of me :(










1) i'm very very clean.. i'm spic-and-span as it is already
2) i dun have a uni brow
3)i have a very very clean room.. u can ask andy, or jon wong, or tif!!!!
4)i dun have piles of wax of my shoulders.. .. btw. wouldn't u mean piles of dandruff?? why would anyone have piles of wax on their shoulders??
5)i have LOTS of clean laundry.. not "1 & only 1" so HA!
6)i think i have fresh breath.. i brush and floss!!! so i should have fresh breath .. but then i can't smell my own breath so who knows?

MOST IMPORTANTLY>










i dun need natural source overnight comfortable laxative relief.. nor do i need antacid for anti-gas...

thanks but no thanx..

but there was one thing i did need!!! luving the kleenex.. definetly do have runny nose goign on rite now :)

in conclusion.. thank u for the package pneumatos:) mad jokes
that model pic was kinda cute lookin











can't wait till xmas.. to share that lovely food with u all.. especially gendi:P u draw funni loooking ppl