its officially been a while since my last blog.. and my that i mean my last real blog.. school has ended..and i have working at my 3 sumer jobs.. a lot eh?? for month of july.. i work 70 hours a week.. mad crazy.. i'm considering not working at one of the jobs... cuzz i'll die other wise.. no sleep and pur work... i'll slowly go crzy.. everybody knows how lazy i am.. i'll die of over energy usage.. haha..

university/highschool?? what difference does it really make.. i never really considered taking an extra year to just relex and take bird course. get better grades.. but it is seriously a top contender rite now.. that plus the fact uni's are so slow and stupid.. they can't even tell me if they got my final transcripts yet.. and they were mailed out like 3 weeks ago.. so stupid.. see .,.. if i got back to high school and go to newmarket high.. my 5 ocurses wil be, 12 music keyboard, 12 instrumental music, 12 repertoire badn, 12 musical theatre and12 exercise science or maybe some other course like taht.. see how easy my years would be.. easily 90's especially in all the music courses.. mad easy..

oh.. the funniest thing.. tuesday morning.. was danielle, peter, rachel and jess's day to leave for mexico rite.. so me jer jon sam and godfrey decided to go see them off.. the thing was.. their plane left at 7am so we had to be at airport for 5.. rite.. so i was suppose to drive to sam's house and pick her up at around 4:00...in the morning.. i was talking to sam till around 2 am.. and then slept for 1 1/2 hours and then drove to her house.. i got there.. she godfrey and danielle were ready to go.. so we drove to rachels.. so rachel could drive danielle to airport.. dun ask.. so we got to rachels.. her alarm clock is going off.. and her cell phone isn't picking up.. so we wait outside her house for like 20 mintues.. and then we try calling jon at this time rite.. cuz jer was suppose to drive to jons.. where i would then pick them up.. and guess wut?? both jer and jon didn't wake up in time.. but the funniest thing about this all is.. jon slept thru 2 alarm clocks.. and 20 phone calls. from me and fre.. i mean. how is that humanly possible????

oh stupidest thing.. Don't go to Watch T3.. majorly sux.. u know how the movie was so like advertised.. suppose to be so amazing.. ugh.. i went to see it today with jon, sam, jer, and guy at rainbow rite.. and the movie wasn't actually that good.. the most stupid ending ever tho.. wut the hell is with the "no actual war.. only suppose to survive" crap.... there's suppose to be a war.. you know judgement day and the nuclear war?? wut the hell is with the survival thing?? i paid good monie to go see humans and machines fighting.. that majorly suxed.....


chinese school has been fun so far.. lots of people around..ppl volunteering.. such as kai miu, rita, justin, guy, sammi (1 day), dexter, carol and angel.. oh lets not forget jer and godfrey.. they were suppose to come .. but never did.. shame on u ... danielle, tiff, and jess lam are going to be helping later.. should be interesting..

the 'rents are leaving for lil trip to cousins's graduation in england later on in july ... should be fun to have house to myself for an entire week.. just do whatever i want.. no rules.. sweet!!!! and then mom is leaving to hk for the whole month of august.. i can get mad shopping stuff.. for cheap.. dirt cheap.. hk is so dirt cheap.. need to get cds and clothes and so much stuff. sweet.. and after .. yan yan.. or ma ma.. is coming back to live with us for a while.. till whenever.. i'll have good food to eat.. yeah.. yan yan is a chef and so was my kung kung .. so they make sweet food.. so yeah.. anyhow.. its like 12 midnight now.. need mad sleep so energy for work tommorow..

latz

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I"M DONE!!!!! no more high school for me ever again..how great is that...anyhow.. i had my grad ceremony yesterday.. i'm officially a high school graduate.. amazing ain't it.. life went by so quickly.. it sorta hit me.. but not entirely.. i still can't accept the fact.. i'm going off to uni next year.. in 3 months to be exact.. woow.. scary.. i'm still such a lil kid inside.. not at all a uni student.. and for that fact.. i dun even look old enuf for gr.10 let alone university..ha.. anyhow..

prom was on tuesday nit.. thanx cy for coming.. i at first thought he would be bored out of his midn.. but it turned out all rite.. i think.. he said he wasn't bored so yeah... the most stupid thing... there was this really stupid rap group who came.. they suxed so much... so incredibly much.. everyone just started leaving.. ha.. sux to be them..

the grad ceremony today was so incredibly long.. you wouldn't believe.. it was like almost 4 hours long.. but it was a grreally good ceremony.. it was a sad moment.. ppl cried... i cried.. and i couldn't stop crying.. very stupid of me.. but ppl's messages were so touching.. and just ssad cryie moment.. just put it at that... anyhow..

now i have nothing to do.. i have a job.. i think.. for july 9-12..and weekends... but nothign other than that.. i need a job.. anybody got any good connections....i need a job for the days... plez??? haha

anyhow.. gtg. chilz

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uh.. today is monday.. i'm bored out of my mind right now.. i went to skewl to return my text books.. but the thing doesn't open till 10:30... so i'm sittin here bloggin.. anyhow..prom is tommorow.. i dunno.. but sorta a lil nervous about it.. i mean its not a big deal... but it is

Phew... all my exams are finally done and over with... i had music and writers today.. so much writing for both of them.. i had like 9 pages of computer paper.. 1.5 spaced.. thats like a good 5000 words for each one.. crazy.. at least they're done....

now i can go and make fun of anybody who still has exams.. haha.. all the public skewlers....sux to be you.. haha. hahha... hahha..
but serious.. this year has gone by so quickly.. it know it sounds cheesy.. but it really does feel like it was yesterday... the whole year just went whoosh..was really fast.. but even so.. i have a lot of good memories to remember this year... denting the hummer, lunch at harvey's with sarah and d... band camp with all my music buddies.. lots of things.. and things not even from this year.. new york in gr.10.... and france trip.. ( my horrible billet.. she smelled!!!!) hehe.. its really scary how my final year just quickly passed.. next year will be so different.. totally making new friends.. adjusting to new environments.. i dunno if i'm actually ready for that yet?? and i'm going a lil far away..5 hours by car.. to windsor..

i'm the kind of person who hates change.. i never changed churches when i most wanted to because of change.. and never changed skewls because of change.. so many things i eliminated because of fear...

with all my friends going to differnt universities than me.. i't be even harder.. with ppl from skewl going to u of t, ottawa, western, and other places.. we're all separated... and even with other ppl too..
jo is going to western... jer to dal, mike to queens, sammi to undecided, peter to sheridan, jess to i'm not too sure.. dun wanna say the wrong place.. we're all very separated from one another.. but i'm sure we'll all be able to keep in touch.. we all better.. it'll be sad to all be separated... as the days get shorter and shorter.. we'll all start balling in tears..

i grew up with these people.. and its sad to leave them.. jo.. omg.. i've known her since forever.. since i was like 9.. when i first move to to.. and now we're going to different places... and sammi too.. oh geez.. i'm gonna ball soon.. : ( so sad.. anyhow.. no more sad stuff.. need happy stuff..

i'm going mad shopping with jo tommorow.. i need to buy so much stuff.. prom shoes.. and prom makeup.. prom bag...prom earrings and necklace.. summer capris.. summer skirt... and summer sandals.. on top of other things.. my mommy actually gave me money and good amount to buy the stuff i need.. so yeah.. anyhow.. gtg.. me sleepy *yawn*.. i have to wake up at 9 tommorow.. cuz picking jo up at 10:15.. and then going with her to get guitar.. then shopping.. so yeah.. lates

yeah.. i only have two exams left... and they're my two easy exams.. yeah!!!
my exams actually haven't been that bad.. aside from calc.. today... i don't think I did amazingly well.. i'll be happy to even get a 65%... thats low.. but hey.. thats alrite... anyhow.. i have to study for music and writers.. don't relly have to "study" study.. more like just.. simply look over.. and then

Friday.. going shopping.. with jo.. to square one.. i think.. gotta go mad shopping for anything possibly can buy.. literally.. i have no clothes.. none for summer.. i need to buy new pants and new shirts.. and New Camera too...

i wanna a digi cam... but too expensive.. maybe grad present from the 'rents...

oh... i need to find one of those places that sell balloons that you can put teddy bears into.... cuz 323's b-day is coming up.. i'm pretty sure she doesn't read my blog... so its all good... anyhow...

uh.. so whats new??? um i'm dunno...

oh here's a stupid thing i did...

i have 3 and 1/2 hours to write my english exams rite... my english examed started at 1... and for some odd reason...i thought that the exam was gonna end at 3:30.. so at like 3:29.. i'm like rapidly trying to cram every word about R.R and his stupid life into an essay... and then i walked out at like 3:34.... but the stupid thing is...

I had till 4:30 to write my exam..... i so majorly failed that.. no doubt.. man.. so stupid of me.. i swear...

and another bad thing.. my grad trip is postponed.. not allowed to go cuz of stupid SARS... boohooo

majorly sux,,,,

oh.. i don't know if i talked about this before.. i got into Wilfred Laurier... school of music.. not for admissions.. not yet... but we'll have to see.... but yeah...

i have a prom date!!!! yeah.. thanx for doing me the fav.. cy... i appreciate it...
i still have to go prom shopping for shoes and bag and stuff.. doing that i think... on Friday... hopefully there'll still be shoes.. haha.. that would really sux.. if i had to wear like running shoes.. haha.....

anyhow.. gtg.. i have philo and calc exam on mon and tues.. so majorly study.. lates

wow... its been a good two weeks.. since i've bloggeed...
life has majorly suxed since then...

here's to catch up!!
1) i got royally rejected at western...
2) i dented and scratched the entire side of my dad's car
3) acadia is still screwing me over
4) i might not get to go on my grad trip... stupid SARS & stupid Mad Cow!!!
5) i'm gonna fail my exams.. especially Bio...

yeah.. doesn't my life sound so amazingly great...

i have 6 exams in the next two weeks... starting with

Bio on Thursday
English on Friday
Philosophy on Tuesday
Calculus on Wednesday
Writers Craft on Thursday Morning
and Music on Thursday Afternoon

and on top of that.. i have no shoes for prom.. no bag for prom.... and worse of all


NO DATE!!!!


how badly does that sux??? yeah.. i know.. i'm the biggest loser in the world....

hehe...
anyhow.. gtg.. have to finish some stupid questionaaire for graduation day...

oh.. and all you mcbc ppl.. remember.. the 12th... it starts at 9:00am.. i thought it was gonna be afternoon.. and it ends around 12:30.. its a must.. and you guys know it... so yeah..

chilz...

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bobo

life so majorly sux... i mean... doesn't it.. at least mine does.. let me tell you whats making me so pissed and crying and in such a crying mood...

last nite... the prof for music therapy at acadia called to say I was in.... and then this morning i told my guidance counsellor person..and he said that i didn't get in... so what the hell is going on here? nobody seems to know what's going..and it so majorly sux... i mean.. am i in or not? do they find it funny or soemthing to mess with me? it isn't the first time.. first.. they lost my application.. and then they found it .... and then they decided to not process my application... honestly


FU*K... what do they want from me????

i mean.. i've been putting off other places just waiting for them..cuz i wanna go there.. and here they are.. F*ckin me over and over again...

uh.. today is the 13th already.. and still no news from acadia.. this majorly sux.. don't ya think??? uh.. the the dress that i was planning on getting.. uh.. me and my bad luck with dresses.. they have my size but not in the right colour.. now i have to go find another dress and new shoes.. cuz the ones i was planning on getting don't match too welll with this new dress....uh.. and another bad thing.. fuller says my discman can't possibly be fixed.. whcih means.. new discman.. and i have no money in which to buy this new discman with.. anybody wanna buy me a new discman???? you'll be my new best friend... haha...

anyhow.. uh... victoria day weekend.. parents are going away.. me all by myself.. woo hoo.. fun fun!!

i'm free to do whatever, whenever.. this weekend.. weee!!!!

Happy Mommi's Day!!!!!! yeah.. its mommi day today.. what did u do for your mommi today???
me??? i uh.. me, sis, bro, sis's bf, daddi and mommi went to lunch today.. yum yum.. and then.. uh.. went to buy carnations for my two mommies.. yeah.. auntie gloria and my mommi.. and then uh.. what'd i do?? oh yeah.. i went home to study for exams.. cuz.. u know.. my exams start not this thursday.. but the thursday after.. so majorly cram... hehe.. and then we go out to dinner with my mommi's best friend and family.. and some place.. i dunno where.. haha.. i'm talking in past tense.. and some of this hasn't even happened yet.. hehe.. yea i'm so cool!

anyhow.. sis came down.. and she bought me gifts from cuba.. yeah!!! but the bad thing is.. she went with out me.. : ( boo hoo... oh well.. anyhow.. i got my prom dress.. its not the same one that i was gonna get b4.. cuz they didn't have my size.. boo hoo... but i found this one at some bridal place in newmarket.. its simple and cute.. but pretty too.. its not to extravagant.. so i can wear it again... now all i need are shoes.. which i think i found at scarpino... and bag.. and hafta go book an appointment at mac for makeup and find a good hairdresser..

here.. lookie at the dress

http://www.bestbridesmaid.com/cache/shop_product_jsp_ID_8_filter_Promo.html

the one i'm getting is pink.. and i'm getting alterations done.. so there'll be a nice big slit on both sides.. like on side of leg.. when i'm done with it...

anyhow.. gtg.. chilz

Learning a lesson!


Once upon a time, there lived a little girl named Yumiko. Yumiko lived in a beautiful house. It was a big pink house with lots of windows. In the back, there was a beautiful forest with lots of tall trees.

She lived in the pretty house with her mom Mrs. Tanaka, her dad Mr. Tanaka and her little brother, Edison. Yumiko and Edison loved sitting by the big trees in the forest and playing games. But every time it started to get dark, their mom would call for them. “Yumiko, Edison! Come on in. It’s getting dark. You don’t want to get lost in the forest.”

One day just before sunset, Yumiko and Edison were playing in the forest with their friend, Jeremy. They were playing Park Rangers. Yumiko was the lost little girl, Edison the attacking bear, and Jeremy the Park Ranger.

Just as Jeremy was about to rescue Yumiko, Edison noticed a very pretty bird flying around them. Edison said, “Look at the bird! Isn’t it so pretty?” Yumiko and Jeremy slowly walked towards the bird. “

The bird started to fly further into the forest. The three of them started to follow the bird. Without knowing it, they walked farther and farther away from the house. They walked so far, that they didn’t even notice that the sun was setting.

The bird flew around a corner, and the three of them tried to follow it. But soon, they had lost its tracks. Just then, Jeremy started to notice, the sky had gone down. It was getting darker and darker. “OH NO!!! I was supposed to go home before dark. Mom’s going to kill me.” Jeremy cried, “Let’s go back. I have to be home before she starts dinner.”

Yumiko, Edison, and Jeremy turned around and started to walk. After a while, they noticed that they were lost! The three of them couldn’t help but notice the darkness and the scary noises that the forest was making.

Just then Edison screamed. “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH! There’s a mm-oonn-ssstteer. Run for your life!!!!!” Yumiko and Edison ran and ran until they were out of breath.

When they finally stopped, they spotted that blinking lights shining into the forest. “What’s the lights, Yumiko?” Edison asked, “I dunno.” Jeremy yelled “Alien!!!!!!” Yumiko and Edison ran into the forest. Jeremy stood up, and tried to run away. But his body was so tired, he couldn’t move! The lights started moving closer and closer.

Jeremy could feel his heart beat faster and faster. Sweat starting to drop down his face. “Oh No! I’m going to be eaten by aliens,” he thought.

The lights moved faster and faster. Jeremy closed his eyes and said to himself, “Please don’t eat me. I’m too skinny and I have no meat on my body. I’m a poor little boy. Please don’t eat me.” “Who ever said I was going to eat you?” Jeremy opened his eyes and sighed. He wasn’t scared anymore.

“Mr. Tanaka. I’m so glad to see you. I thought you were an alien.” Mr. Tanaka replied, “An Alien? You sure have so imagination! Jeremy. Where is Yumiko and Edison?” “ I don’t know. We were being chased by a monster and we got lost!”

Yumiko and Edison crawled out from behind the trees and ran and gave their dad a big hug. “Daddy! We were chased by a monster and then there was this alien…” Yumiko shouted. “That’s ok! Daddy’s going to protect you guys now. You are all in big trouble! But let’s get you guys home first.” Mr. Tanaka responded

With the help of Mr. Tanaka’s flashlight, they found the trail that lead to the house. The four of them walked home in complete silence. On the way back, the three children noticed a big rock that was shaped like a person. They thought to themselves, “That must have been the monster that was chasing us.”

When they got home, Yumiko and Edison spotted their mom standing by the door waiting for them. They ran towards the door and gave their mom and hug. “ You two are in big trouble! I’ve told you to come back when it was sunset. You two, didn’t listen and got yourselves lost and dragged Jeremy with you.”

“We’re sorry Mommy. We promise never to do it again!” Yumiko and Edison replied. That night, as they were lying in bed, they thought to themselves. “I’ve sure learned my lesson. I will never go into the forest again after dark. Or I’ll get eaten by aliens and chased my monsters”


The END


haha.. that was my isu for writers craft.. i dunno even know if that is good.. hehe....
but anyhow.. i spent like a hr writing it ..
anyhow.. its lunch now..

me hungry...

chilz lates

Countdown to School Exams: 21 days
Countdown to Trinity Exams: 6 days
Countdown to Prom: 35 days
Countdown to Graduation: 37 days

wow.. how fast the days go by.. ha.. i sound so intellectual.. aw man.. there is so little days left till exams.. and i haven't really started studying yet.. i was gonna start during the weekend.. but then i was like.. i have another 20 days.. its all good.... anyhow...

the stupid dress ppl haven't gotten back to me still. its 35 days till prom.. and i dunno even know if i actually have my dress or not.. and i need shoes... and bags... and new makeup.. and i ihave to decide how to do my hair.. its so stupid... ARGH!!!!

that does sux doesn't it.. i'm sure somebody understands my pain... hehe... :) LOL

any how.. anyother something that really sux is the acadia thing.. they still have yet to tell me.. and i'm going crazy...

sindy says: GSDIHGWO)EHG)OWE DDSH)#Y(*_&@(^@#^(#*&$_@!)* EUJCXKJD ISODGH)*HG_#@YTH

yeah.. i'm a loser.. anyhow...

got so much crap to do for skewl, music, life... i gotta serious find more places to apply for.. otherwise.. i will have no job.. and i'll hvae to live off like $400 for the whole summer... that, knowin myself .. will last me like 2 weeks.. YIKES!!!!


I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyhow...



gtg. chilz

Lates.

Countdown to School Exams: 22 days
Countdown to Trintiy Exams: 7 days
Countdown to Prom: 36 days
Countdown to Graduation: 38 days

wow.. any two days has passed.. nothing much has happened... life is boring.. but hectic


uh.. i so desperately need to find a job...i've applied to gap, mastermind, cynthia's chinese restaurant, businesss depot.. we'll see what happens.. but i so despereately need money.. i have like $5 in my bank account and like $5 on me.. thats how broke i am...

ha.. never been so broke in my life.. seriously.. never!!!!!


that Stupid Acadia.. Still no news.... i need to know now.. its not fair... its been the 13th day.. TODAY.. and i still don't know when i'll know... i need to know.. if not.. then.. i'll accept the george brown chef training thing....

:) "Smile and be Happy! :)

Countdown to School Exams: 24 days
Countdown to Trintiy Exams: 9 days
Countdown to Prom: 38 days
Countdown to Graduation: 40 days

OH NO!!!! the ppl who were going to order my dress for me.. they only have a size smaller and a size bigger.. NO!!!!!!!!!!!! this majorly sux....UGH!!!!! and i majorly need to find shoes, bags, etc etc...

oh man.. all i've been blogging bout the last lil while.. has been prom.. sorrie if it makes anybody bored.. you know me.. i luv ranting on and on about stupid stuff...

anyhow..

wow.. its sorta scary.. so quickly this year has gone by.. i remeber it just being liek.. wow.. i'm graduating this year.. and now its.. sh*t... exams are like 3 weeks away.. and graduation a month.. omg.. so soon..

uh.. i have 6 exams to write for school: Calculus, Biology, English, Writer's Craft, Philosophy, and Music... i so majorly need to start studying specially for Calc and Bio.. i'm gonna bomb those... haha

I have my Gr.8 Oboe and Gr.6 Theory for Trinity coming up really really soon.. thats like the equiv of RCM Gr.10 Oboe and Gr.4 Harmony.. and i haven't even learned all the progressions and History for it yet.. i'm gonna bomb that too.. i'm ok for the actualy performance tho... with all the auditions that i've been doing for the last 3 months.. i've had a lot of pratice...


Ugh.. Stupid Acadia still hasn't gotten back to me about the admissions yet.. its slowly but surely killing me! its been over 1 month since i went and did my audition.. and to this date.. they havne't told me whether i got accepted into the university yet.. i heard from the school of music but i really need to know..

oh.. i forgot to blog about wlu.. yeah.. i definetly didn't get in there.. i screwed up bad on that audition.. the first 10 notes i played were completely out of tune and wrong to begin with.. and then.. i took breaths at all the wrong spots... and i was in sync with the piano.. and the other 7 oboist there were so much better than me.. it was horrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Horrible I say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HORRIBLE!!!

anyhow.. i guess thats enuf blogging for one day.. lates

chilz

I Broke my Discman...Fuller.. i need your help.. hehe.. i am such a retard.. its not funni... i put my discman in my locker.. and then it fell off the shelf i my locker.. and BOOM!!!! down goes the discman.. and now its split into two parts.. go ahead.. say it Sindy's A Loser!!! Guess i better go find Fuller and get him to elp me out a lil.. hehe.. anyone.. gtg... chilz

ladi ladi la... today.. i have a whole esaay to finish within th next two hours.. a english isu essay.. that i haven't started or even given any thought into... and you ask.. what am i doing bloggin?? i really dun know... lets just say.. i need to relax n' just clear my mind .. hehe... anyhow... i didn't actually know that so many ppl had blog sites... sammi does, jon does, jo does, peter does, mike does, rachel does, amanda does, josephine does.. plus thte whole group of people thhat I Dun Like has blog sites too.. anyhow.. in comparision to some of the other ppl who have blog sites... mine seems so boring... hehe.. guess i better fix this crap site of mine.. anyhow..

mind is cleared...gotta go work on the essay... lates

chilz

ladi ladi la..... today.. got my calc test back... woo hoo.... although.. i didn't get like 80's or anything on it.. i got pretty good.. in comparison to the other tests that ive done this year... yeah for me... woohoo...anyhow...

its been decided... Jessica McClintock dress it is!!!! Yeah.. wanna see it???


http://www.jessicamcclintock.com/webapp/commerce/jmcstore/collections/bridal/bridalDetail.jsp?inode=Item_652671&catid=Catalog_5631


yup yup.. it looks a lil plain and all for prom.. but if i put it with the really nice Stuar Weitzman shoes.. and a nice necklace and stuff.. i think it'll look good rite???

anyhow.. thought i'd just say that... gtg