My atlantic trip....


wee.. very long 9 days.. but fun 10 days...

first day: 8 hr drive to Grand Falls, New brunswick .. look at the falls.. sleep

second day: drive to Cavendish in PEI.. wee~!! beaches!! i luv pretty white sand on beaches... went to Anne of Green Gables museum.. had COWS icecream!! so good!!! Lobster din din..wee!! sleep

third day: Cavendish... had McLobster @ Charlettetown McDonalds.. visited downtown Charlettetown.. visited U of PEI.. Lobster, Mussels and CLam din din.. yummi.. so frsh!!

fourth day: Ferry from PEI to Caribou Nova Scotia.. Drive to Cape Breton Island... visited Cape Smokey.. really high cliff!!! wee.. Seafood Din Din.. late night walk..

fifth day: Biggest Dissapointment.. went Whale Watching.. didnt see a single whale.. boo hoo.. drove to Moncton.. visited some look out points on the way...

sixth day: Hopewell rocks.. saw the tides.. very kewl.. world's longest covered bridge.. rather boring.. but still kewl.. went to this really cool lighthouse..

seventh day: drove to Quebec City.. visited the Citadel.. Old Quebec City.. all the works...

eight day: walk around the promenade in quebec.. shopping mall..

and thats my trip...

in aprox 12 hours.. i'm off to HK>. my plane leaves at like 10 somethin.. long 19h30m... I swear i'm gonna cry!!!!

at least i'm not by myself which is good...

but yeah.. I"m off.. more packing and wut not...

wee... so i'm almost outta here.. first to the atlantic provinces till the 19th.. then HK on the 22nd!!!! WEE!! This HK trip will be great!!!

Sammi, Danielle, and Guy will be there too.. not so borign!!! YES!!! plus a few friends from windsor!! sweetness.. plus ... 2 jobs!! Oh yeah!!!

I'm completely broke so 2 jobs is great!! one's teaching english.. and the other is like music playgroups at a music skewl in hk..

My Musik Box

great eh??

can't wait..

After HK is Vancouver to see all my buds.. from long ago.. haha..friends from when i was 8... wee!!! this trip should be good

well yeha.. if anybody needs me to buy stuff for them in hk.. just email me.. i'll try my best..


my life will be very excitign while in hk.. i hope.. :P so tune in..

wow wow.. been home for a while.. havne't blogged in a while either...

well life @ home is just like normal.. and by that i mean....


BORING
BORING
BORING!!!!

nothing to do much.. since some ppl have to work and some ppl have skewl and wut not..

i on the other hand.. have nothing to do.. was suppose to go volunteer at mon sheong.. but that didn't happen... now all i do everyday is sit at home..and attempt to clean my room.. ha.. thats never gonna happen... it will be a pig sty forever!!!!! *evil laugh*

so.. rite now.. i'm just countin down the days till i leave for ottawa.. then for the east...and then hk.. and then vancouver.. and back...



21 days till i leave for ottawa
23 days till Miranda graduates from UNI!!!! YEAH!!!!
24 days till I go East to Halifax, New Brunswick, Nova Scotia, and PEI
33 days till I come back back out East
35 days till I leave for HK
38 days till I go to GongZhou
48 days later.. I'm back in HK
55 days later.. I start teaching in HK
85 days later.. I leave HK for Vancouver
89 days later.. I'm back from HK!!!


thats my summer for ya..

shout out from here in the ghetto...


yes yes .. i'm back again.. unfortanetly...

i'm here till may 1st.. then i'm gone!!! wee!!! gone till sept!!! sweetness!!

by the time i get back.. everybody will be back.. so mad hanging out!! mad get togethers!!! weee!! i haven't seen some ppl

in so long

:)

but yeah.. not much to say.. cuz windsor is boring.. so lates

wow... 1st year of uni passed by really quickly...

as i sit here in my room.. amongst my boxes of stuff.. waiting for the 'rents to come get me....

i think back on this year..

its been lots of fun for most of the year.. it passed by really quickly tho..


i kinda wish i worked harder on some courses tho.. and i kinda wish i first approached the whole university thing differently.. some many problems arose in the beggining b/c of my attitude and perspective of everything..

i kinda wish i didn't make a lot of the stupid mistakes that i made this year.. i mean.. some in regards to school.. some in regards to people.. some in regards to life in general.. but i guess thats also a part of life.. u make mistakes .. and u learn from them.. and try not to make them again...

on a better note

i think i've grown up.. i look at things differently.. and more carefully now.. i put more thought into a lot of things now..

i've also actually learned a lot.. things that actually matter and i WILL remember in the summer .. and years from now.. hehe.. unlike high skewl.. where i forgot everything like 3 days after summer vacation started.. ha..

ive improved on my playing so much!!! i went from being an alrite playa.. to being much better.. i mean.. theres still lots more i need to learn to do.. and improve on.. but i'm slowly getting there.. YEAH :)

i had my 2nd jury yesterday.. and i think it went really well!!! my teacher and my accompanist were amazed at how well it went.. and during the jury.. jamie and trevor.. the flute and clarinet profs... smiled at me.. thats a good sign rite???

at the woodwind mastercalls last last sunday.. the 4th ... they commented on how my sound was so much clearer.. my tonality was better.. and they said i had improved greatly.. and i improved even more so from that on.. so yeah me..

now i just have to keep on going.. :)

but yeah

psyc exam and jury tommorow..


scared shitless!!!

THANK GOODNESS!!!

i was stressing out b4 about not having a place to say next year.. NOT ANYMORE!! i'm living on Randolph!!!

with a friend of mine.. sweetness!!! nice big closet.. mad cheapness!!!

oh.. here it comes..

all inclusive

$300 a month!!!! OOOOOOHHHH!!!!!

soo nice!!! the room is a good size too.. sweetnes!s!!!

here comes a week of true hecticness & stress.. 6 exams in 4 days!!! AAAAH!!!!!

monday.. mad study for exams and pratice for jury
tuesday.. mad study and praticing
wednesday... 830 music therapy exam
.... 12noon Basic skills exam
thursday.. mad study for psyc and pratice for jury
friday... 2:15 jury!! aah!!
.... 4 Psyc Exam
.. pack to go home!!!
saturday.. 830 Theory Exam!!!
.. I'm going home!! wee!!!!


can't wait!!!

oh.. on a betta note!!


MAD PROPS TO TIFF!!!

she's the greatest.. unexpected package!! weee!!!!


GOOD LUCK @ NATIONALS!!!! You'll ROCK!!!

kno wut incredibly suxs?? and hurts like hell too??

having a cyst on ur neck!!! i apparently have one.. and its growing!!!! like big!! Urgh!! hurts like hell.. its apparently infected.. or so the doctor says.. its grown to be like a whole inch big and its stickin out like a whole cm out of my skin.. gross!!!!!

it hurts.. its hard and its like pushin on my nerves or something.. cuz my right side of my neck and face is starting to feel numb.. urgh..

stupid medication that the doc at student med center isn't helpin either.... its growin more and bigger now than b4 i had the meds.. aaah!!

oh .. and on top of that stupid lumb thing... i have to get a blood test done for stupid iron deficiency and mono too.. dun kno why i'm always tired.. and constantly out of breath..

i hate blood tests!!! i hate anythign to do with needles.. i freaked out when they had to use a needle to pierce my cartilage.. jo knows.. i started to freak out..

no kewl .. definetly not clue.. what could be worse..

hav a humongous lump on my neck.. hurts like hell.. my right side of face and neck is numb.. and i have to get blood test.. urgh.. so definetly not kewl.. :(

:'(

i changed my format today.. pretty lil pinkness!!
woohoo
my sudden fascination with pink definetely reflects :)
haha
not much to say rite now.. have an exam in 1 1/2hrs.. haven't started studying.. so yeah.. study cram time..

where does all my time go now a days.. playing stupid games..

aaah.. i need to stop playing stupid games on yahoo...

stupid game called rocket mania.. i play it like 24/7

i dun even kno why.. its not like its a very stimulating game or anything...

ive gone up to like level 30... i'm like the master of elements or something like that.. aaah!! gotta stop!!!!

anyone kno how to block sites off?? like certain sites?? maybe i can block this site or something... AAAAH!!!!!!!

and oh.. zuma~!!! stupid zuma.. its such a fun game.. but i can never stop!!! AAAAH!!!!

to reply on what cy said...

cy's blog

its really true.. how often do we brush by homeless people when we go downtown??? how often do we go and pray for the sick and in trouble?? the poor??

why is it that we only seem to care when someone tell us to care?? why don't we care about all the other missing children out there?? or the hungry children?? the orphans?? why do we only seem to care about one??

i mean.. yes.. its sad what happened to cecilia... it truly is.. this shouldn't be happening...

but... it is really sad how we all... focus on ourselves and our family and friends ALL the time.. we never seem to care about anybody or anything else...

why can't we open our eyes and see the world.. not the image that everything seems to give off.. but the REAL world!!! the world filled with sadness, loneliness, disease, hatred..

we need to open our eyes and see it for ourselves..


thanx cy for the wake up..

i'm going home this weekend.. the diff from usual is :

1) i'm not going for fun!!!!

i have to go to laurier for an audition.. scared shitless for it rite now..... i have to get it.. i need the summer course credit.. boo urns

2) grammy is home!!!

which automaticaly means good fun!!! sweetness!!!hmm.. i should make a list of what to get her to make for me to bring back.. i luv my grammy

3) i definetly need to go home..

if i say here in the ghetto any longer i swear i'm gonna go psycho!!!!

aah :) on a brighter side.. i had previously mentioned that teaching job in hk... its great!! i'm so in debt and that job is so gonna get me out of it!!!!! u wouldn't think teaching overseas can be that great.. but

1) kids!! i luv them!!
2) hong kong!!! i luv it there too
3) experience.. i definetly need it
4) the pay!!! the greatest thing of all!!! $250-$280 HK an hour!! 2-4 hours a day.. 5 days a week.. for 5 weeks.. that means about $2500-$5600 CAD for the month of august plus a week in july!!! thats amazing!!! definetly need that money

i owe my sister money, my parents money, VISA, MASTERCARD, and most of all.. a big amount to my grammy.. for the damn english horn...

anyhow.. enuf ranting for nwo..

is it just me.. or is life harder and harder to life each and every day??

i find that most definetly.. and it pisses me off!!!

its up to the point where i dun even really care about anything anymore..

school .. music... work.. i dun really give a damn anymore..

aaah.. i hate this looking for a place to live stuff.. so confusing.. u can never find the perfect place.. i found one place.. it was really good.. close.. nice apartment.. pretty big for one bedroom.. really cheap.. like $450 all inclusive.. hydro and cable too.. only thing to pay for is internet.. amazing.. balcony too.. best thing!!!

NICE BIG CLOSET!!!

hehe.. all my clothes.. ha!

stupid thing is.. the guy's lease thing.. is for 12 months.. and i am not going to be here from may to august.. and i dun feel like paying $450 each months.. thats like $2000 bucks!!!! no way!!! and i can't sublet it.. the guy wont let me.. if i could sublet it.. i would.. and im pretty sure someone would take it... the place is amazing.. URGH!!!!

now i gotta keep lookin.. so far.. only a few places look good.. the best is a loft downtown.. its pretty good.. but kinda far.. gotta keep looking....

Countdown to the rest of the semester

2 days till: my 2nd psyc midterm
11 days till: Music Therapy Student Association Conference
13 days till: Session Planning Assignment
22 days till: Song Leading Assignment
25 days till: Wind Ensemble "Lord of the Rings" Concert = 3pm @ Capitol
29 days till: Service Learning Presentation
35 days till: My Basic Skills Final Exam @ 12pm
: My Music Therapy Final Exam@ 830am
37 days till: Oboe Jury @ 2:15 pm
: Psyc Final Exam @4pm
38 days till: Theory Final Exam
: I move out of Residence
47 days till: Wind Ensemble Tour = 1 whole week
78 days till: WLU Windfest Chamber Music Workshop = 20 days
99 days till: I board my plane to HK

100 days till: I"M in HK!!!!

122 days till: I start teaching English in HK

142 days till: I go to VANCOUVER!!! visit all my buds!!

146 days till: I return to Toronto from Vancouver

153 days till: 2nd year of uni begins!!!!!!

BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

is it really that hard to get someone out of ur head??

i mean.. ive never really had that big of a problem with it.. ever

and it took me at the most 1 month?? i guess.. i dun really even kno for sure.. never kept track...

but ... i find it harder & harder to forget...

reading week.. i dreaded going back.. cuz i'd have to see you.. and even tho i knew seeing you would help me get thru it..the feelings go away.. i still didn't want to.. and i tried my hardest to avoid confrontation..

and i guess my hard work paid off.. cuz i never did see you.. for many reasons.. laziness.. weather.. to name a few...

instead of seeing u for the short week.. i ended up talking to u .. more often than i have in the last 3 4 weeks.. and i guess that mite be the problem.. without having heard from u.. or seen u... for such a long time..i kinda started to forget about u..

and then the sudden dreading of having to see u set in.. and all of a sudden talking to u once again.. it bought the feelings back out..

i told myself to forget.. to not put some thought into it..b/c i knew there was nothing there.. nothing to beginning with.. and nothign there now...

but why couldn't i get u out of my head?

as i sit here.. trying to figure out my thoughts.. i dun even know where we are.. friends?? more than friends?? or not even friends??

i mean .. we use to be friends.. but our relationship has sorta gone in the ditch.. dun talk so much anymore.. dun hang out no more..so where are we??

i dun even kno where exactly i stand in this whole situation.. where do i want to be?? do i want to move on?? do i want to stay where i am??

i wish i knew.. that way.. i wouldn't have to think about it..

i can pretty much sum up how stupid i am.. in one sentence.

i forgot that i had a midterm and an assignment due this week!!!!


completely forgot!!! like completely!!! didn't no anythign all reading week.. and now

am SUFFERING!!!!!

aaah!!!!

4 hours of sleep!! woohoo.. i'm gonna die b4 the end of this week..

wish me luck everybody!!