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Sigh!!! aaah.. its so nice to finally be done exams and have no worries.. 4 exams.. all done!! i think i did pretty good on most of them.. well except for psyc.. which i BOMBED!!!!.. i still pass the course.. i think.. but im not really too sure... hopefully they'll bell curve it up!!but yeah... i'm officially done exams !!! woohoo!!!

well actually.. not quite.. i still have jury to do tommorow.... its 3:45pm.. and i'm worried shitless for it.. and i dun think i even should.. considering.. i've been praticing my ass for it... but i kno me.. and i'll definetly screw up tommorow!!!

but yeah..

15 days.... till:

1) home cooked meal
2) my own bed
3) my own room
4) christmas tree w/lots of decorations..
5) snow!! and lots of snow!!
6) all my cds'ers
7) all my mcbc'ers
8) sushi!!!!!!
9) restaurant food.. not cheap ass vanier food!!
10) My MOMMI!!!.. and im proud to say so...
11) getting to see someone special... !!!!!

exams start on friday.. and i havne't even reallly started to study for that exam yet..
here's my schedule:

wednesday dec 3 - scales test
- basic skills individual exam
friday dec 5 - psyc 4pm
sunday dec 7 - woodwind studio class
- reed class
tuesday dec 9 - music theory exam 330pm
wednesday dec 10 - basic skills final exam 430pm
thursday dec 11 - music therapy exam 4pm
friday dec 12 - oboe jury 345pm
saturday dec 13 - train home 955am

long two weeks!! aah!!!!


ppl to get christmas gifts for:

MCBC
sam
jo
tiff
jess lam
jess ip
cyrus
godfey
jer
cathy
lil rachel

cards for:
amanda
lydia
jon
guy
rachel
joyce
eleana
peter 10 shiny 1996 pennies


CDS
des
chris
frankie

cards for:
leppo
shay
elise
ariana
sarah
james
andrew

family
mommie
daddi
ivan
miranda
6e
elaine

wcbc
wynne
fred
wai lit
manry

cards:
valerie
victor
max
raymond & alice


yeah.. so i'm totally gonna blow all my $$ away b/c of christmas presents and cards!! aah!!! someone wanna donate money to me?? haha.. wait.. i have to donate money to peter and jer first!! hmm.. how's that gonna work????

anyhwo.. gotta go back to lots of work and studying

so i went over to london for the weekend.. and i gotta say.. u lucky asses!!! ugh.. have some much better than here in ghetto windsor.. so not fair!!!
for example:

1) jo's dorm room.. like twice my room size.. and she has double too!! and oh closet space... ugh!!!! ok how is this fair?? jo.. has like half the clothes i ahve..and she has more closet space than me!!! OOH!!! i luv ya jo..

2) dorm food... how come there's is better than ours?? how come? not fair.. i want decent dorm food

3) East Town PIZZA!!! they have a really good pizza place rite outside campus gates.. massive slice for $3!!!! and what do we have?? not even a good pizza place.. ugh

4) RICHMOND street. their dt is so much better.. lots of lil boutiques.. such as elizabeth noel, green earth.. archies..

5) Cafe Demetres.. we dun have one!! they do.. i wanna have desserts.. waaaa waaah!


now that i'm done complaining.. heres what i gotta say about my weekend..


Friday:

- train to london.. was so tired.. slept the whole 2 hours..
-took a taxi to syndeham hall...
-saw jo's room.. met her roomate.. honestly when she said her roomie was psycho. i didn't believe. but she is.. haha i mean that in a nice way.. hehe :)
-hung out for a hour or so..
-frankie came to pick me up
-went to essex hall.. saw jenna on the way there
-shay came over
-frankie made dinner!!!!!!! OOOOOh!!!! i didn't kno frankie even knew how to cook.. altho he did have a lil sauce problem.. hehe...
-shay left.. hung out.. watch cartoons with frankie
-went to cafe demetres.. jo was there w/friends.. frankie came too
-took taxi back to dorm

Saturday:

early morning
-played monopoly with natalie, jo, jo's roomate..
-mad fun.. u dun understand.. so much fun!!!!
4am.. went to bed

later that morning.. 11ish
-woke up..
-had breakfast at syndehnam caf
-went out to shop with jo and natalie.. around 1
-we walked all the way from main gates western to like almost VIA rail.. richmond.. thats pretty far!!!
-we went shopping along the way tho.. lots of kewl lil boutiques
-such as elizabeth noel, boxwoods, archies,
-had lunch at quiznos.. i missed the yummi subs.. :'(
-took a bus to white oaks.. shopped some more
-left at like 7:45..
-went to perfect image.. got my right ear cartilage pierced!!! woohoo..
-jo did too
-took taxi back to Easttown Pizza. bought amazing pizza!! yummi
-went back. .played monopoly some more..
- and then trivia pursuit.. with a bunch of ppl from jo's floor.. till like 2ish..

sunday
-woke up around 12..
-got ready to leave
-walked to Easttown to get another pizza for trip back
-took taxi to via rail..
-sat there waited for train
-got on train.. slept and slept.. till train arrived back in windsor...

all in all.. western weekend was fun!! thanx jo.. and all her floormates..
thanx shay and frankie.. for entertaining me on friday. lots of fun

so my list of things i bought over 8 hours and $350 later..

1) new boots.. from aldo..

2) new modrobes.. light blue.. mad cheap $18

3) these kewl lights.. for miranda's christmas present

4) b-day present for lauralei.. soap and bath salts..smell realli pwetty

5) christmas present for roomate.. soap and bath confetti..

6) new scarf.. roxy.. but not b/c it was roxy. but b/c it matched with my jacket.. realli.. nothign to do with roxy.. honestly..

7)got my cartilage pierced

8) bought lots of food..ate way too much


my next missions:

1) get most of my christmas shopping done b4 i got home.. which is the 13th.. i think..but then i dunno.. i kinda do have exams in 3 weeks.. hmm??

2) get my belly pierced.. no nerves there.. its just fat.. so mom will let me

3) tattoo... still thinking about that.. its kinda gonna be there forever so i dunno.. and if i do.. $130 .. thats a lot

4) start studying for my exams.. aah!!!!!

5) make plans for new years.. christmas is out..cuz up in ottawa with 'rents and miranda and ivan..

6) start thinkin about summer.. its a lil early.. but skewls over in less than 5 months.. aah!!


one big thing


Happy Birthday Lauralei.. 18th!!!



2 smaller things:

sammi n godfrey: thanx for the monkey and book.. did u kno the monkey's called bobo? coincidence or did u actually kno?

jo: thanx for the piercing..

last note:
i had a very good b-day weekend.. thanx everybody!!!

i'm out

so.. i'm 18 now.. for 19 hours and 5 minutes.. and i kinda feel a lil bit older.. now too much.. just a lil bit.. but wanna just give props to more ppl

aimee
becky
natalie
nicole
tracy my "roomate"
Sully.. from next door
Mommy
ivan
jenna
frankie
cap
sarah salomon
edgar
joycey woycey

long distance props

robbie.. all the way from england
macy..my cuz.. all the way from scotland
vera.. from hk
joey..my cuz.. from hk
kevin.. from australia..
camill.. from bc


mad props to
lydia
jess ip
amanda
tiff

for mailing me a card!! thanx!!

mad props to

d
chris

special phone call.. wow i'm special!


MAD MAD PROPS

to Samantha Tam


w12.11.03


to sindy:
happy birthday!

have a delightful cakeful, ice creamful and chocolateful birthday! purple is a wonderful colour because it looks like taro...bbt?

posted by echephron at 12.11.03


check it out..



and last but not least


Happy 18th Birthday to Kyle..

my Birthday Buddy!


its just too bad i'm older than you.. 4 hours. 9 minutes.. I can boss you around!! wooho!!!

Happy 18th Birthday To Me

so ive officially be 18 for aproximately 1.5 hours.. and i gotta say.. feels absolutely no differnce.. thanx to those who wished me a hppy b-day

in no order
cy
jo
sam
jer
clement
jess ip
lydia
amanda
wai lit
manry
wynne
fred
sarah savage
aimee
lauralei
trevor tuba boi
lisa my "ra"
graeme
sarah salomon
my sis..
joey. my cuz

mad props to
lydia
jess ip
amanda

for mailing me a card!! thanx!!

so yeah.. i'm 18.. i can officially buy lottery tickets.. no more botherin jer.. and godfrey for them.. hehe :)
i can vote.. ooh.. federal election.. occuring soon.. wooho!! i can make a difference.. and oh.. i can buy porn.. great.. just #1 thing i wanna do..


can't wait till next year.. i can buy booze.. and cigs. not that i drink or smoke.. but just to be able to say i can!!!
sweet!!!

i finally realized today.. how much i am actually worth to my friends.. and u know what is?? i was a lil surprised..


NOTHING!!!!!!!!

absolutely nothing.. i mean i never expected to be worth a lot.. but at least just a lil something.. just even the tiniest lil amoutn.. i didn't know that i was nothign to them.. worth absolutely nothing


i mean.. this coming weekend is my birthday weekend.. and i told my friends.. that i was gonna come spend the weekend with them.. thats how much i wanted to get to spend time with them.. cuz i missed them.. i wanted to be with them.. get to enjoy some happy moments with them.. and i told them like weeks in advance.. and when i told them.. they were like.. oh yeah.. i'll be so much fun.. i can't wait..


and now i found out now.. that out fo the ones i asked and was hoping to get to hang out with.. only one is actually gonna be able to hang out with me.. one decided to go home.. althought i told them.. another decided that he didn't have tiem for me!!

i mean.. is it too much to ask to have ur friends to spend one day together? not even.. just a few hours on a friday nite with u?? especially since ur paying $50 for a train fare to go visit them?? $50 that i had to pay out of my own birthday money.. to go visit them?? thats how much i missed them.. and wanted to see them

and the decency of them.. they couldn't even bother to tell me.. until i asked what was gonna happen.. for this coming weekend.. i mean..

and this made me realize.. i'm nothign to them.. they don't care.. at all..

i mean.. i've spent the so many years with these ppl.. and i thoght that we were friends.. in fact good friends.. and i guess...

it was all just my imagination.. i was never anything to them.. just a figment of my imagination..

makes u wonder.. how many other ppl think that way??how many other ppl don't treasure u? how many other ppl could care less if u weren't there?? how many ppl wouldn't even notice if u had disappeared?? how many other people had never cared?
how many??

appaarently, for me...

a lot.

so i was studying.. and got a lil tired.. and i decided to redo my lay out again.. and what was suppose to be 30 minutes at the tops.. ended up being 3 hours.. i was trying this and trying that.. and now its 6:10am .. and i havne't gone to bed quite yet.. I have class at 10:30.. and a midterm at 7pm too.. and I"M sitting here contemplating.. should i go to bed or just stay up till after class and then go to bed??

i kno.. this is so bad for my body.. but sometimes.. its just weird.. its like there's a certain line that i pass.. and once i pass that line.. i can't fall asleep or even get tired for that matter.. mine is somewhere around 3am.. once i pass that line.. i dun yawn or anything.. till like 3pm the next day.. i guess its kinda my adrenalin line?? if there's such a thing..

so yeah.. i changed my layout.. its quite cool now.. piano.. and music.. which is very much so me!! woohoo.. now i just have to figure out.. how to put pictures up.. hmmm..

outz

Trip to the Zoo


CDS'ers


MCBC People


My Family

---------------------------------Is it Too Late???--------------------------------------Its been a few days.. and its getting closer and closer to the end of the semester.. and i realized.. i haven't really been applying myself to university quite yet.. yeah thats rite.. 3/4 of the way in .. and i still ahve really applied myself.. I'm doing pretty good in my courses.. except for psyc..

Psyc.. my avg rite now is like a 60.. and it could be much better.. it could be.. if i studied.. read the chapters.. and oh.. most importantly.. showed up for class.. i've been to what?? 3 out of 6 classes... part of the problem being its monday nite 7-10.. long long day for me.. and then nite classes.. other part being.. me just being lazy.. not forcing myself to go to class..

i swear.. i could do so much better.. but i just.. can't find myself sitting down to do the work, studying... reading...

i tell myself, ok.. tonite.. i'm going to study.. chapter blah blah blah.. and read chapter blah blah blah.. and instead.. i find myself sitting at my desk.. chatting on msn or playing stupid games on yahoo.. for hours and hours... its like i'm addicted or something

and its just psyc thats mainly the problem.. i can force myself to study for theory, or basic skills, or music therapy.. but psyc.. i look at the book.. and i get bored already.. i guess it mite b/c i have no interest in psyc? and i do in the other subjects? for eg.

theory.. i'm actually doing better in than before.. i've had 2 midterms and 2 assignments.. i did alrite on my 1st midterm.. 74%..and 77% on my assignment.. and i just had an assignment and midterm this week.. and i studied for it.. and i think i did better.

basic skills.. i was on a roll.. A+.. till this week.. i've had 6 tests.. and all of them 85% and higher till the one i had on wednesday.. i kinda forgot to study and plus i missed 2 classes before that test.. cuz i was sick.. and i got 67%.. i mean.. its still semi-ok.. but could be so much better.. i have a test on monday.. mad studying for it.. i realy wanna have a A avg.. in this course

therapy.. i really enjoy this course.. so i guess thats probably why i'm doing pretty good.. considering its a "memorY'" course.. like have to remember names and dates.. and criterias.. and characteristics and stuff.. normally.. i dun do so good in this type of course.. but i've been doing alrite.. ive had 2 tests and an assignment.. 78% on the test, 99% on the assignment.. now the 2nd test.. i didn't really study for.. so i didn't do so good. but still..for not studying it was pretty good.. i have a test this thursday.. started studying already.. so should be good

wind ensemble... can't really say what mark i have in this course.. cuz i dunno.. but i mean.. if i pratice and show up for rehearsals. can't be that bad.. and i ahve been praticing.. and only actually missed one rehearsal.. b/c of the stupid stones.. so im ok for that too

private lesson.. i'm kinda a lil worried about this.. i have to perform for a jury.. in dec.. 12th to be exact.. 3:45pm... and i have to play 2 movements of the Saint-saens Sonata for Oboe and Piano.. My teacher and I haven't really gone thru much of it.. if any.. and I ahve less than a month to prepare it to top notch.. and i only see her once a week for 1 hr... and thats it.. i've been praticing.. but its hard to get something to top notch in one month.. it really is.. and considering jury is worth 50% of my final mark.. the other 50% being how i do in our lessons.. and i've been gettint 27, 28, or 29 out of 30 for that.. so its good.. but if i screw up on my jury.. i swear I'm f*cked..

so i guess.. i could be working so much harder.. and its kinda never too late? or maybe? i dunno.. i actually forced myself to go study in the library.. i was planning on going for 2 hrs at least.. ended up being 1 hr only .. cuz library closes at 10pm.. and i went at 830... i gotta start forcing myself more.. i got half a chapter done.. in just 1 hour.. which is pretty good

i realized.. that the computer and msn.. and real player.. and tv episodes.. had this uncontrollable power over me.. and what i do.. and my time.. and u know wut.. i really need to cut back.. so i've decided... i'm only actually going to go online and "talk" after what my goals for the day have been accomplished.. or at least to the best of my ability.. so i'll only blog 3 times a week?? maybe less.. depending.. definetly only once or even not at all during exams.. i'm staying home sundays.. for sure.. to study.. and saturday afternoons.. to study.. no shopping or anythign.. unless i have a "really" breezy week..

so yeah.. you'll be hearing less of me.. and reading less of me.. from this day forward.. which is a good thing for me.. cuz this comp stuff.. really killing me.. cuz i'm also staying up till like 3am.. to chat with ppl and stuff..

definetly..

DEPRIVATION OF SLEEP!!!

5 hours.. its a ok amount.. but i'm dying from it.. i'm the kinda person.. who needs a good 6-7 hours a nite.. or 5 during the night.. and 1-2 hr nap during the day... so also.. if u see me online at like 3am.. message me!!!! and YELL at me!!! as meanly as you can.. cuz i need rest..and sleep

Thanx..

Bobo.. Out

i'm officially gonna be a Best Buddy..




its an organization that pairs adults with developmental disabilities with a uni student. We become their friend, that can always talk to, rely on, etc. We have to talk to them once a week on the phone, and twice a month, take them out to activities.. I"m so excited!! it'll be so much fun!!! woohoo :)


aah my week this week is gonna be so boring..

not much to do...

i have a theory midterm on wednesday.. but i'm all good for it.. so i'm not worried

aside from that nothing..

however next week.. AAAH!!!!

Skills Test on monday
Music Therapy Test on Thursday
Psyc Midterm on Friday

aah!! i should start studying but i dunno. i dun really feel like it

i dunno.. we'll see

hehe

so nov is slowly creepin up and making me think...

the Big 1-8

how much of my life will be changed b/c i reached that mark? i mean i'm technically not a child then.. i'm an adult.. and i'd be expected to be so different.. but i dun wanna be different.. i wanna be the same way i am now when i am 40 or 50 or even 80.. kinda strange thought tho.. dunno.. what to think of turning 18.. i mean.. Yeah .. its my birthday.. and i'm a year older.. but turning 18 means i have to mature.. be older.. and i dun really wanna..

ppl have already said that university has killed my childhood.. i'm no longer immature, childish. but i wann be.. sometimes.. wut happens if when i turn 18.. i'm no longer able to at all enjoy the childhood things??? AAAAH!!!!

i dunno even kno what im' talking about.. oh well

My New Favourite Song:

Flying Without Wings - Rubben Studdard

Everybody's looking for a something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lovers eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sun rise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
at any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

You're the place my life begins
You'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

another good quote.. this one from the now deceased
Madame Chiang -Kai -Shek.. also known as Soong Mai Ling



We write our own destiny; we become what we do. - Madame Chiang Kai Shek


She was one of the Soong sisters..

"One loved power, One loved money, One loved China"


There's a really good movie about these 3 sisters. Mai Ling married Chiang Kai Shek, first president of Taiwan, Ai-Ling married China's finance minister, and creator of Hong Kong Bank, H.H. Kung. Ching-Ling married Dr. Sun Yat-sen, The "Father of Modern China".
Dr.Sun Yat Sen is a cool man. We share the same birthday!!!

November 12!!! except he was born in 1866.. and i in 1985.. 116 years later.. woohoo!!!!

but yeah.. let us now..

have a moment of silence for her..

she was 106...

I was searching for some quotes. for a paper of mine.. some of these are really good

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Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.


Mother Teresa

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"The future belongs to those
who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

Eleanor Roosevelt

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It is something to be able to paint a particular picture, or to carve a statue, and so to make a few objects beautiful; but it is far more glorious to carve and paint the very atmosphere and medium through which we look. To affect the quality of the day - that is the highest of arts. - Henry David Thoreau

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"Friends are those people who know the words to the song in your heart and sing them back to you when you have forgotten the words." (Anonymous)

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i kno another really good one about.. picking ur path in life. but i can't remember.. it was my in graduating blurb .. something about the path that others take.. something about creating your own path..

i dunno

so i was sitting here.. and kinda bored.. with the winnie the pooh layout..

1st- just cuz..
2nd- hard to read the words
3rd- wanted a song with something

so i went searching.. and they didn't have any good "music" skins.. that i liked aside from this one.. its hikaru utadu.. i like her songs.. so it works out good

so this is gonna be my new layout.. at least for a lil while.. one of my friends here.. is really good with html.. so i mite be able to find a good layout.. that i will be quite happy with.. that i won't have to change ever again..

so yeah.. lates

kinda forgot to blog about this earlier.. so yeah..
my W.E concert.. was amazing..!!!
i was kinda worried about it before. knowing me.. i feared the worst.. that i was gonna screw up my parts.. and make some really ugly duck noises.. but i did good.. no ugly duck noises.. no playing wrong notes.. everything came together.. great.. amazing!!! woohoo!!! so proud of myself..

it was kinda kewl having mom n dad come to hear the concert.. i appreciated.. they drove the 4 hours just to hear it.... and then they had dinner with me.. and then went home.. i mean.. a whole day just to come.. was so great.. it felt kinda nice to have them there.. just to kno.. someone came to support me.. cuz i kno some ppl didn't anybody there.. it was a great feeling.. just knowin..


we played a few diff pieces that day..

holtz - 2nd suite
cichy-bugs
grainger - ye old banks
grainger- faroe island dance
whitacre - noisy wheels of joy
old churches.. forget the composer
old comrades.. forget the composer

was great... we have our next performance nov 21..

we're playing some interesting, yet disonant pieces.. waking angels for example.. omg.. i swear u could play all the wrong notes.. and at the wrong beats .. and no one would even notice.. this piece.. features the ugliest notes on every instrument possible..
so weird.. but i mean.. thats 20th century music for ya..

so yeah..

today.. was AMAZING!!! i swear it was.. went to windsor symphony.. omg.. so good..

alrite.. at first.. i thought windsor symphony.. can't be any good.. rite? i mean in comparison to tso?? i mean tso is world reknowed.. and wut not.. but wso.. is just as good.. well not really.. but they're pretty good.. for the size that they are..

tonites perfomance was

Brent Lee - voca me cum benedictis (World Premiere)

Rachmaninov- Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini

Berlioz- Symphonie fantastique


and the cool thing was.. well there were 2 cool things.. one.. 3rd movement of berlioz.. beautiful.. absolutely amazing.. english horn and oboe duet solo thing.. amazing..
2nd cool thing.. brent lee.. well actually dr.brent lee... he's my theory prof.. which is really cool.. cuz i've never met anyone who's composed an orchestral piece and had it performed by a symphony before.. amazing.. so kewl.. anyhow.. he's the new composer in residence for windsor.. which is another kewl thing.. cuz normally only big symphony orchestras have composer in residence's.. not small ones.. which i mean.. is a big stepping stone.. they're getting there..

Lee's Piece.. was really good.. it was orchestrated perfectly.. a wide display of the different instruments.. was really beautiful.. i really enjoyed it..

berlioz.. amazing!!!! just amazing!!!

Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini - the solo pianist.. was incredible.. and the kewl thing.. he's my age.. studying music at juillard.. what i would give.. to be that amazing on the piano.. omg.. so good!!! his music was so emotional.. so touching.. incredible!!!

and it was really fun to get to go with all the music ppl.. lots of ppl from the school of music was there...

aimee - french horn
jenna - french horn
lauralei - trumpet
colin - trumpet
me- queen of the oboe
graeme - trombone
matt - tuba
katie- clarinet
vanessa -percussion
jenn-clarinet
dan- trombone/piano
trevor - the tuba guy
robynne - flute/piccolo


and a whole lot of other ppl.. most of them upper years.. so dun really know them that well.. but yea

was so much fun.. and the tickets.. mad cheap..

robynne and i were sitting lower floor, W10-W11.. and the tickets were $15.. no tax.. no nothing.. so good.. there were seats at cheap as $6.. but they were like mad up front.. had to look up at the orchestra.. not really good.. but i mean.. $15 for pretty good seats.. Yeaa!!!

and i think i'm probs gonna go back for a few times too.. they're lots of good things being performed.. dido and aneas.. romeo and juliet.. halloween pops.. mad kewl

so yeah
another kewl thing about the symphony...

when we were waiting for the taxi.. outside cleary international centre.. i saw a
LAMBORGHINI!!!!!!

so kewl.. i haven't seen one in so long.. it was a brand new one.. mad nice!!! AAAH!!!!! so amazing.. just a great day


only bad thing..

i woke up at 10:30.. hoping to get some of my hwk done.. and i ended up chatting and playing games.. watching tv episodes.. on my comp.. didn't do anythign.. well .. one thing.. but compared to what i had planned.. my bad!!!

here's wut i have to do for monday

1) article summary (3pages or so)
2) article summary (3pages or so)
3) Ames Room Lab (1 page)
4) Study for Basic Skills Test
5) Budgeting for Dad
6) Theory Assignment


so much stuff.. not even funnie.. considering the article summaries will take me 1 hr each.. the lab.. 1/2 hr.. study for 1 hr.. budgeting takes a 1/2 hr.. theory assignment.. anywhere between 1 hr.. to 3 hrs.. thats like wut?

7 hours of work.. yikes!!!

i'm so screwed.. looks like its an all nighter for me tommorow..



another exciting thing

my w.e concert is tommorow.. woohoo!!! W.E being wind ensemble.. our first performance together tommorow at 3pm.. it'll be fun.. i'm hoping i won't screw up.. there's lil parts.. where i play lil solos.. or the oboe is extrememly exposed.. and i've been having lil probs with it.. i can play it fine.. by myself.. when praticing.. but in the midst of all my bandmates.. i screw up.. i dun kno why.. but yeah

on that note.. sleep would be good.. wouldn't wanna fall asleep tommorow on stage.. . lates

man.. that was one short thanksgiving weekend.. incredibly short.. it ended up being not half as good as i would have hoped.. here's why..

friday nite: bunch of ppl going out.. once again.. no body knows who's going .. or going where? what time?? honestly.. they never plan these things.. they just expect someone to just do it for them.. it wasn't going to me.. i'm sorrie.. i've had enough of it.. oh and to make it worse.. where did they did decide to go... on a friday nite? at 10:30pm.. Mickey D"s!!!! who the hell decides to go to mickey d's on a friday nite.. with like 15 other ppl?? who?? ugh...

saturday nite: kinda was hoping that this nite would be more fun than the nite before.. kinda was.. but kinda wasn't either.. went out to boston pizza with d, chris, shay, jason, frankie.. that was fun.. loitered in the parking lot.. chilling.. that was fun too.. went over to d's cuz's house party.. personally.. i'm not much for hanging out with 29 year old strangers.. especially when they're all high and shit.. but i mean.. it was hanging out with d, and all the guys.. so it was ok.. it could have been worse...

sunday: was the one actual good nite.. not amazing.. but at least wasn't too screwed up.. went to outback with auntie eva, uncle tam, nicolas, mom, dad, ivan... that was fun.. man.. i hadn't eaten so much in one day!!!!!! cocount shrimp, bloomin onion, calamari, grilled shrimip, 8oz steak, potatoes, and like 20 cups of ice tea.. man.. my stomach started to hurt.. too much food.. went back to auntie evas.. play majhong.. fun fun.. hadn't done that in a while.. and then went home early to chill with mom...and miranada and ivan.. not my bro ivan... other ivan.. sis' bf... ivan.. bought over their dog.. lang meu.. such a cutie.. aaw.. she sloppers all over u.. but she's loads of fun

monday: went to teppanyaki at taste of japan... with family.. and 6e and elaine.. that was fun.. hadn't had teppanyaki ina while other.. i've been to taste of japan.. last time was jo, tiff, jess lam., and i.. mad eating that day too..

but i mean.. my weekend was relatively boring.. and not exciting.. didn't really get to hang out with ppl i really wanted to.. and when we did hang out.. it was screwed up by stupid bois.. ugh!!!!!

wowo this is cool!! i'm going home at 1:30 pm.. yeah.. just 12 more hours to go!! woo hoo.. oh this is kinda kewl..

www.luradio.ca

my bud jay from high skewl is a dj on this.. lakehead radio.. on thursday nite.. from 12-2 am.. just u kno.. if ur awake then. its kewl.. he sounds much different on the radio.. than on the radio.. in his words.. "sexy".. ha

so i'm going home tommorow.. watch t.o

look out big old badie. Sindy.. woOO Wooo!!!!

ha.. its 1:32 in the am.. and i'm going crazy.. too many drinks.. i swear.. man.. gotta go to bed.. have class tommorow.. and wut not.. so yeah.. chilz

goodbye windsor.. see u soon t.o

so today.. had my last midterm for now.. theory.. wasn't actually that bad... so glad i'm done!!! woohoo!!! yeah.. haha sux to be the ppl who still have midterms.. haha.. laugh at u.. all of u.. hehe...

so two more days till i go home for thanksgiving.. can't wait!!!! get to see all these ppl again.. will be so much fun!!! have a whole list of stuff to do!!!

Friday nite:
-go home around 5:15..
-go shopping for care package with sammi
-go dinner with sammi
-go out with jer, sammi, jo, jon, joyce, edgar, and whoever else
-sleep till i can't sleep no more

Saturday
-10:00 go dt. shopping for oboe supplies with mommi
-lunchtime.. with mommie.. yeah!!!
-go to doctors.. with mommie.. yeah
-afternoon go shopping for clothes w/mommi
-nite.. go out with skewlers.. woohoo!!!! no mini putt.. plz!!!!!

Sunday
-go to church
-have lunch with ppl.. maybe family.. maybe church ppl?? dunno yet
-thanksgiving dinner with auntie eva.. yeah pool.. yeah tennis!!!!!

Monday
-dun wake up till late
-thanksgiving lunch with 6e and elaine.. and TOTO!!!!! woo hoo.. i luv toto
-7:05 train to Windsor...


wowow.. my weekend is jammed pack with lots of fun activities.. yeah..
anyhow.. its 12:30.. gotta go

oh.. last thing..
check out the link to my test.. please do it!! its fun..

Props to peter!! he got the highest score!!! Tiss tiss on everybody else. they all failed!!!

its been a good day so far.. not much exciting but still fun.. woke up nice n earli.. went to worship.. i kinda feel bad.. i was so tired today.. i got home at like 1... was online till lik 230.. and then went ot bed.. had to wake up at 8.. so didn't get much sleep.. *yawn*... anyhow.. went to worship.. slept thru most of it.. and then went back to dorm.. i was just chillin.. talking to some ppl.. praticed the guitar till around 1.. went to buffet windsor.. with church ppl.. was fun.. didn't eat that much.. buffet food is never very appetizing.. so after that.. went back to res.. thats was 3 pm.. played some guitar.. downloaded some tab/chords for some cool songs.. "we all live in a yellow submarine.. yellow submarine.. yellow submarine." great song.. anyhow.. 5.. i get a call.. to go play ball/badminton... i was like.. ok.. fun fun.. went with some church ppl.. st.denis athletic center.. played badminton with pauleen.. and a yan.. and victor.. and some other guy.. dunno his name... woops... and then i played bball for a while.. just shootin n stuff.. didn't play with the guys.. cuz i never play with guys...

a typical bballin boi is the biggest hog.. and just completely ignores u.. i hate that.. its like.. girls can ball too.. and sometimes even better than the bois.... they think they're so amazing.. and then they're ignore on the court.. never pass the ball to u.. even if you're wide open and are gonna to make the shot.. 100%... its so stupid.. urgh.. im just sayin.. this is the typical guy.. so i didn't play...

it was kinda sweet.. just praticing my shots.. not having played for like 1 year. and then played today.. i got quite some many 3 pointers in. kinda sweet.. i think the two guys who were shootin there were kinda surprised too.. me.. short n out of shape lil girl.. who doesn't look like she can play at all.. gets 3 pointers in.. and not just lucky shots.. they were sweet swish.. so yeah.. it ended off on a good note..

tommorow.. class test in basic skills.. 930.. bright n early.. should be fun.. :)
and then midterm .. for theory.. for wednesday
n then friday!! Home time!!! i get to see everybody.. sammi.. and jo.. and jess.. and jess. .n amanda.. n lydia.. n jer.. n peter.. n rachel.. n jon.. n joyce.. n everybody else too.. woo hoo should be lots of fun!!

had a good day today...there was this amazing music therapy worksite.. omg!!! you don't understand.. it was amazing.. i just saw there in awe.. and like.. omg!!! so amazing.. i kno.. this is what i'm meant to do.. when the guest speaker.. amber.. just talked about passion and how there was this great feeling when u kno.. u've touched a lil's one heart.. when everybody else abandons them.. u try your hardest to try to move them.. even its just one lil step.. a smile.. a clap.. anything.. there's this overwhelming feeling.. and its amazing.. I know.. i doubted.. whether this was the rite thing for me.. and i kno.. i just kno.. its hard to explain.. it just overwhelmed today.. by how touching it can be.. and when she described what its like .. i imagined myself there.. in that school.. helping those children.. participatin in the activities she taught us.. I know!!!

went to lunch with some of the girls.. and was fun.. then did a lil bit of praticing.. i admit.. i haven't really praticed all that much these last 2 weeks.. cuz of the stupid stones.. but it was fun.. elizabeth.. taught me this new uh.. ombiture .. and its kewl... i have to pratice whistling.. thats how i get a good ombiture..

went to belle air.. they have the book!!!! i've been looking for this book forever.. not even gary's downtown had it.. and stupid oboe stores on internet.. nope.. but belle air.. yup

"The Oboist's Concert Album" Compiled and Revised by Albert J.Andraud..

great book.. all the most famous oboe solos and excerpts all compiled into one book.. i used it for my auditions.. and i kept on trying to find one.. cuz i couldn't take wendy's so.. yeah i found it now.. and it was only like $20 bucks.. or so.. including tax.. but hey.. there's always tax... bought some new pics.. they're pink!!! yeah..

went to the mall with lauralei, aimee, sarah and ashley.. bought a pair of black pants for wind ensemble from old navy.. a pair of cord from gap.. i swear.. its been a long time since i shopped at gap... dirty girl lip balm from green earth.. a roxy top.. !!!! yeah.. roxy..

went to walmart... bought some glow in the dark halloween stickers.. gonna decorate the room.. and new nail polish.. i swear.. i ahven't bought any in a while..

then went to dinner with norris and jeff.. was fun..

i still gotta study for theory midterm.. its wednesday.. and basic skills test on monday.. at 930... and then friday!!! going home!!! yeah.. can't wait.. i'll get to see sam and jo.. and jer.. and jon.. and rachel.. and joyce.. and cheryl.. and jess lam.. and all my skewlers.. oh.. gonna be great.. can't wait!!!! woohoo...

on the topic of midterms..yesterday was psyc.. i kinda screwed up a lot on it.. i didn't really answer one of the 10 mark essay questions.. and im pretty sure i got quite a good # of m/c questions wrong too.. im pretty sure i passed.. but its definetly not gonna be a 90 or anything... so now.. gotta study nice and hard in hopes of pulling that mark up..

latz

so new layout.. cute eh?? winnie the pooh.. quite the adorable lil thing..

ah man.. i can't wait till thanksgiving.. it'll be so great.. everybody is comign back.. even jer.. and then we can all get to hang out .. man mad fun!!! ha...

and even skewlers are coming back too.. frankie, elise, shay, james, hubbert, all back.. so then do our own lil thanksgiving dinner.. that was decided upon . . i think.. i dun even really know

so yeah.. first midterm tommorow.. and mad psyced about psyc.. haha... its funni.. u kno.. its funny..

yeah.. i'm weird.. but y'all know that already.. ha..

dez emailed me the other asking me what i wanted for my b-day..and i was thinking.. its not even for a while.. but yeah.. i looked around in my room and realized.. there's a lot of stuff missing that i really need.. or actually.. want.. so *hint hint*.. jokes..

1. digi cam
2. dvd-r drive
3. new md (yeah miranda... woo hoo)
4. cordless phone.. i have a ghetto style phone rite now
5. cell phone cover ( din wa hok)
6. love undervcover 2 dvd
7. twins effect dvd
8. new desk lamp
9. new wall lamp
10. more stuffed animals
11. piggy bank
12. daniel bedingfield cd.. (jo.. hehe)
13. new daniel chan cd
14. lord of the rings trilogy set.
15. photo albums
16. photo (seung ga)...
17. my cartilage pierced.. (jo.. u still owe me a.. from last b-day)
18. i wanna get a tattoo.. but dunno
19. a car.. (anybody wanna buy me a mini???)
20. trip to bc.. ( i miss janice and camill...)
21. new snowboard
22. new roxy snow jacket
23. new roxy snow pants
24. someone to go snowboarding in windsor with..
25. new cd player
26. a tv.. or a tv on comp program
27. stereo..
28. new wallet..
29. new speakers for comp.. screwed up..
30. i want my g license
31. meet jay chou
32. meet edison
33. a brand new house

haha.. obviously some of those things aren't gonna happen.. but no harm in saying it anyway.. maybe the birthday bunni will hear me..

ha.. birthday buni.. they dun exist.. i just made them up..

oh.. and u kno who doesn't exist either???

SANTA!!!!!

oh yeah.. santa doesn't exist.. never has.. however.. there does exist .. or use to exist.. a figure just like santa.. thats saint nick..
anyhow.. not gonna start on that..

lates

starting today on a happier note.. i'm trying to figure out whether i should do 40 days with wcbc.. i mean.. at mcbc.. i never did it.. b/c i was all not liking mcbc ... but i mean here.. i'm finding my place.. my belonging.. and in a way.. i feel like i'm being called back to the father.. in the last few years.. ive drifted.. first only a lil bit.. to completely shunning him out of my life.. first it was only skipping sunday school every so often after worship.. to completely not goin to koinonia.. to not even goign to sunday school and occassionaly goign to worship.. at least only when my parents are home.. and even rejecting words of prayer. words of worship.. anything that had anything to do with the christian faith..

in the last 3 years.. i've gone to the extreme.. i've done everything he's told me not to.. and my excuse for doing it.. was i wanted to enjoy life while i still could.. but someone told me that was no reason/excuse to live the way i was.. i didn't listen.. and at moments i even dreaded their conversations.. but now.. i guess i wanna say thanks.. to trying to help me.. even tho i tried to push them away..

they could have chosen to give up on me.. leave me to be. but yet they stuck with me.. challenging me... helping me to find my way back .. and i really do appreciate.. the things.. and at moments then.. i may have said things i shouldn't.. done things i shouldn't.. and i kinda regret the things..

i admit.. there are still questions.. that are unanswered for me.. but at least.. i've gone to the point.. where i realized that i had to turn back.. i realized my mistakes.. and i kno..

thats why.. at this moment.. i'm stopping.. and i'm turning back.. i've reached the big stop..

along the way there have been ppl.. who helped me.. and i believe this is the time to say thanks..

orange
tiff
jess lam
sam
jo
peter
cy
jon wong

i just wanna say thanks.. its greatly appreciated for all the help that you've given me..

thank you.. from the bottom of my heart..

so new layout.. cute eh?? winnie the pooh.. quite the adorable lil thing..

ah man.. i can't wait till thanksgiving.. it'll be so great.. everybody is comign back.. even jer.. and then we can all get to hang out .. man mad fun!!! ha...

and even skewlers are coming back too.. frankie, elise, shay, james, hubbert, all back.. so then do our own lil thanksgiving dinner.. that was decided upon . . i think.. i dun even really know

so yeah.. first midterm tommorow.. and mad psyced about psyc.. haha... its funni.. u kno.. its funny..

yeah.. i'm weird.. but y'all know that already.. ha..

dez emailed me the other asking me what i wanted for my b-day..and i was thinking.. its not even for a while.. but yeah.. i looked around in my room and realized.. there's a lot of stuff missing that i really need.. or actually.. want.. so *hint hint*.. jokes..

1. digi cam
2. dvd-r drive
3. new md (yeah miranda... woo hoo)
4. cordless phone.. i have a ghetto style phone rite now
5. cell phone cover ( din wa hok)
6. love undervcover 2 dvd
7. twins effect dvd
8. new desk lamp
9. new wall lamp
10. more stuffed animals
11. piggy bank
12. daniel bedingfield cd.. (jo.. hehe)
13. new daniel chan cd
14. lord of the rings trilogy set.
15. photo albums
16. photo (seung ga)...
17. my cartilage pierced.. (jo.. u still owe me a.. from last b-day)
18. i wanna get a tattoo.. but dunno
19. a car.. (anybody wanna buy me a mini???)
20. trip to bc.. ( i miss janice and camill...)
21. new snowboard
22. new roxy snow jacket
23. new roxy snow pants
24. someone to go snowboarding in windsor with..
25. new cd player
26. a tv.. or a tv on comp program
27. stereo..
28. new wallet..
29. new speakers for comp.. screwed up..
30. i want my g license
31. meet jay chou
32. meet edison
33. a brand new house

haha.. obviously some of those things aren't gonna happen.. but no harm in saying it anyway.. maybe the birthday bunni will hear me..

ha.. birthday buni.. they dun exist.. i just made them up..

oh.. and u kno who doesn't exist either???

SANTA!!!!!

oh yeah.. santa doesn't exist.. never has.. however.. there does exist .. or use to exist.. a figure just like santa.. thats saint nick..
anyhow.. not gonna start on that..

lates

so life is finally starting to be hectic.. with tests and work... and reading.. a chapter a week.. for music therapy and pysc... gonna go crazie... he..

but uh.. i went home on the weekend.. it was interesting.. to see how things had changed in the last 3 weeks.. kinda felt out of place.. tho.. kind like.. everything was happening.. and i was just looking from the position of a bystander.. plus nobody went home.. sammi and jo were originally gonna go.. but no.. they all decided to ditch me.. they sux.. ha

jks... yea.. i went back and cut my hair..my hair is quite short now.. ah yeah... i miss my hair already.. i've never had my hair that long for such a long time tho... it was getting kinda shabby..a nd plus.. one disadv. of working at wonderland.. for games.. u stand in the sun for 8 hours a day.. the sun shining on ur hair.. my hair was so sun bleached. my ends of the tips were honest to god... yellow... disgusting...

returned to life at windsor.. gonna be here till thanksgiving.. really looking forward to thanksgiving... cuz everyone is gonna be back.. everyone.. even jer... so we're all gonna get together.. that should be loads of fun

have class. latz

so its been the end of the 2nd week.. and as i am finally adjusting to life here... i realize.. im leaving next weekend.. i'm going back for the weekend.. to hang with d and chris.. and all my younger friends.. the 'rents' and who ever else is there as well...

its kinda freaky.. i never thought that this moment would come.. cuz i'm in university!!!! how freaky is that??

main thing to blog about would probs me.. my sudden change in opinion about religion.. i realized.. that i didn't hate religion... at least not as much as i use to think i did.. i realize it was the bad memories at mcbc that made me so awkward.. and so pessimistic about it all.. but i mean ppl at wcbc.. windsor chinese baptist church.. are so not like mcbc.. they're genuinely nice and i feel at hoem with them

i met some new ppl when i went to fellowship on friday.. i admit it was a lil strange.. cuz it is a dominantly chinese/cantonese fellowship.. and i've always gone to koinionia which is english..

and after fellowshiop.. we had noodles and stuff.. played some ball.. they're not ball hogs.. liek some ppl i know.. ha.. and when we got back.. i was talking to two guys that i met that night.. they live in building beside me.. and it was pretty cool.. everybody's so nice.. and i feel like i'm pretty good friends with a lot of ppl already!!

so yeah.. thats all i gotta. say..

so far not too much hwk n stuff.. but that probs will change in the next week or so.. cuz midterms are 1st week of october... gonna die then...

latz

Happy Mid -Autumn Festival ppl.. Time to eat some mooncake.. i'm glad i have some in dorm.. sweet deal.. not much to say.. but enjoying life so far..
hope u all are too

latz

so its been like a whole week.. and i have to admit.. i'm actually enjoying it here.. i admit.. i tried to not enjoy my time.. that way i wouldn't feel guilty for transferring next year... but ppl that i've met here are amazing.. i feel like that i've known them for a long time.. they're great friends... and we all share a common bond... MUSIC!!! which is really cool.. my roomate is not some psychopathic killer.. which is really kewl.. she's quite nice and we talk a lil about stuff... i'm glad for that too...

but there is a sad part to this all.. i miss all of my friends..i miss all the cds'ers i miss them all so much..

all my music buddies: i expect to turn around and see them... I want to make stupid music jokes with you guys.. i miss having u guys in my band...

d: i miss having you in my class... I miss not being able to pass notes to u in calc class.. I miss our daily lunches in the hummer....

sarah: i miss those daily lunches.. i miss the philosophy classes...

chris: I miss your lil comments.. i miss having u and d around all the time

to the 'bones': i miss having ur obnoxious trombone noices in my band class.. i miss having u guys around

elise: i miss sharing those lil music moments.. i miss being able to ask u questions when i don't understand

sterney: i miss ur ultimate "blondness"... i miss having u around to brighten up the day..

colting: i miss being able to annoy u... i miss having u to make me feel better

cap: i miss ahving ur smartness around.. i miss ur funnie stories...

i miss u all so greatly... u wouldn't believe.. and its hard.. because i know that we'll never be exactly the same.. thigns won't ever be exactly the way they use it... and i miss that.. b/c things were great then.. nothing will ever beat that.. and its hard .. b/c its all a thing in the past.. and tho we will still remain friends.. we're all separated by the many miles b/w us... and we're all starting a new chapter in our life.. we're moving on.. to better thigns.. and to new opportunities.. new friends...

sigh


i miss u all..

first nite was okay... i went out to dinner with sean, paul, winnie, auntie sarah and uncle brian.... it was good.... talking with auntie sarah made me realized... wow... i am actually starting this new chapter... and i dunno.. i still dun think i'm ready for it... i mean i've had the whole summer.. but it just doesn't feel rite.... but maybe by thursday.. when school starts.... i'lll know....so i dunno..... we have faculty-program orientation thingy majing... today.. so i'll get to know all my program buddies.... boo hooo... no more elise to be my music buddie!!! *sob sob*... but was talking to some ppl on msn today.. they seemed pretty happie with where they are now... so thats good... i dunno.. i haven't quite adapted... quite yet... so it'll take me a while.. but yeah... not much to say.. cuz it is 8:40 in the morning.... not quite awake yet... i'll update again later... when i'm incredibly bored... latz

so i officially started my first day at dorm.... it was so incredibly boring... like you wouldn't believe.....i have no internet until sunday... untill sunday!!!! i swear i'm gonna die.. and i was suppose to get a DVD drive.. but for some odd reason.. Future Shop ran out!!! they ran out!!! can u believe that??? ugh.. i'm gonna die now.. i swear i will.... anyhow... um.. so i moved in yesterday... my room is all clean and organized as of rite now.. it won't be for long tho... ha...
i met my roomate too.. she was nice.. her name's tracy.. i was so afraid.. before.. that i was gonna get some creepy pyschopath... but i'm ok now.. she seems really nice.. and like a good study person.. u know what i mean..
i put up pictures on my wall.. but i realized tha i didn't bring enuf...half my wall is empty.. so i need to get/take more pictures when i come out.... that is on the 20th.. i think... for now at least... i dunno.. might change laterr.. i'll have to see about that...

anyhow.. oh...

two b-day shoutz...


Happy b-day to you..
Happy b-day to you...
Happy b-day dear Rachels
Happy b-day to you...

its Rachel cheng ealry b-day and Rachel Tam's belated b-day.. YEah!!!!!!!

so yeah.. oh ppl... i miss y'all already.. just to let u know.. i'll be using comp at comp lab... every so often.. so i will check email and stuff... if u ppl are bored ever.. and wanna email me... hehe... *hint hint*... gotz to go..

chilz

so.. had grad nite tonite.. and i realized.. i valued more things out of friday nite fellowship than i realized...
for 1.. my friends.. wow.. i never realized what they really had to say about me.. really kewl...
and you all know.. i dun cry very often.. not for a song at least.. but this song... was hardcore.. i took it off rachel's site tho.. www.rrrachel.blogspot.com

mark shultz & rachel lampa-- think of me
Packing my bag this morning,
Was the hardest thing to do,
But packing my bag was so easy,
Compared to standing outside your door,
right now to say goodbye to you.

Think of me...
I know you've never seen me cry,
Think of me...
But it's so hard to say goodbye,
Think of me...
what can I say to show you,
I'll never give up on you
I will be waiting for you

I will be there when you call
I will see you through it all
and even in your darkest hour,
I pray that the Lord we found
Will set you on solid ground,

I know that it feels like leaving,
Is a part of letting go.
But I'm praying with hope and believing,
That I'll see you once again down this road,
I hope that it won't be long.

Think of me...
I know God brought you as a friend,
Think of me...
I know he'll bring you back again,
Think of me...
What can I say to show you,
I'll never give up on you
I will be waiting for you

I will be there when you call
I will see you through it all
and even in your darkest hour,
I pray that the Lord we found
Will set you on solid ground

Think of me...
I know you've never seen me cry
Think of me...
But it's so hard to say goodbye
Think of me...
What can I say to show you
I'll never give up on you
I will be waiting for you

I will be there when you call
I will see you through it all
and even in your darkest hour,
I pray that the Lord we found
Will set you on solid ground


and tho i'm not religious.. not in the way most of the ppl i know are.. this song was very touching.. very much so..

and tho after grad nite.. i was quite disappointed.. i made a pact to myself...

I'm giving myself 3 weeks time.. and in those 3 weeks.. i must forget.. or at least.. try to forget as much as i can.. cuz if i dunt... i'm gonna spend every waking moment thinking about it.. and i can't... i can't.. do that....

so.. jo.. ur gonna have to help me out here.. and sammi too... plz..

i'm leaving on sunday.. so i won't be seeing anybody.. for a good 3 weeks.. and yeah.. i'm hoping life will be fun.. and exciting.. and full of surprises.. otherwise.. how boring will it be..


last note: I rox at mini golf!!!!!! 53 was par.. i was like 48... something like that.. i redid the math jo.. hehe.. i mad rox!!!! woohoo.. if u dun believe.. ask jo.. she's my witness.. or ask chris n'dez.. they were there too..

last message to y'all until i move in.. it'll be a few days.. so


enjoy your last few days of summer or
enjoy your last few days of having nagging parents around...

lates

so i guess its goodbye.... school is officially going to start on monday.. and i'm moving in on saturday.. and all my friends are moving in to their respective skewls on sat or sunday.. and i guess its kinda scary.. i mean..
i've never been one to wanna make new friends.. unless i need to...
i've never been one to like change....
i've never been one to like not being with friends...

and all this is going to have to change now...
i have to make new friends
i have to adapt to new change
i have to learn to be without friends...

i dunno what i'm going to do... but this much i know..

it'll be a hard and enduring time... but eventually i will survive.. and get thru this.. but before i embark on this journey.. i just have to get some things out of my system...

i wanna say thank you... goodbye wouldn't be the rite word.. b/c i wanna remain friends with all these people... its just a temporary goodbye.. but also a sincere and utmost Thank You!

1) for all the happy moments
2) for all the sad moments
3) just for being my friend
4) stickin there with me throught everything
5) helpin me to get over the troublesome and trying moments in my life
6) supportin me thru every stupid decision i've ever made..

my school friends:

you guys have stuck with me and tolerated me for 4 years... and god only knows how annoying and bitchy i can get... but you guys never gave up on me.. stickin with me till the very end... we've had our moments.. whether it be... "band" camp... nyc... france trip.. arrowhon.. or whether it was just cruisin around at lunch.. these moments will forever remain in my mind.. and i will never forget them. thank you for sharing these moments with me.

d- once i got past of being scared of you at arrowhon... you have been my good friend.. you have been there for me all these years... and you were there when i needed you.. to lend a hand or a shoulder to cry on..... you were there.. to drive me to lunch.. you were there... to let me express my anger.. you were there to provide some comical relief during calc class.... you are one of the best friends that i have.. and its sad that we will no longer be together like the way we were at cds.. but i know that we will remain friends for years to come.. i wanna thank you for being my friend for the last 4 years...

sarah- princess... we've had our memories.. whether it be crusin in the hummer.. or my spare.. ur art class.. you were there when i needed to talk.. you were there... for me.. always.. and i wanna say thank you.. though the distance between us may be far.. i hope that we will remain friends... thank you for the last 4 years

elise: my music buddie.. i'm glad that there is someone that i can share this interest with... we've had our fun moments.. "band" camp X 2...... band.. when ever i showed up.. choir.. and last but not least.. SOM... we had our fun making fun of piano lady.. didn't we??? though ur in western.. and i in windsor.. i hope that we will continue to share this bond..for many years to come..... thank you...

sterney: blondie.. thru the many years of butt smacking... and poking... and blond jokes.. you have stayed with me for so long.. and i wanna thank you.. for providing me with basketball memories.. spare memories.. society memories.... and i hope that we will continue to be friends.. b/c i would hate to lose someone to say blond jokes to... and you know.. that you will always remain my friend... madelinus sternus...

krystel: my newmarket buddie.. thru the painful pokes in society... and the endless celebrity life dreams in spanish.. we've had our many memories.. as you embark on your journey in life.. always remember... that i am always your friend.. and i hope you will remain mine as well.. thank you for the last 4 years...

cap: hey smartey pants... thank you for being there.. thank you for sharing nyc and band camp memories.. i wish that the distance b/w us wasn't so far.. but i hope we will remain friends till forever..... i wish you the best of luck in washington....

caitlin: gurl...we've shared some good moments.. whether it be, being lost in paris.. band camp.. or just sitting on a dock talking... we've shared many things.. and its sad to see us not together anymore.. i hope that we will continue to stay in touch.. i wish you the best of luck.. as you continue ur life at cds.. you'll need it.. lots of luv

to my music bois.. frankie.. james.. shay.. leppo.. will...

thanks for all the memories that you have shared with me... nyc.. band camp.. som.. whether it was skipping band or making fun of ms. piano lady... we've had loads of fun.. thank you for stickin with me all these years... you have all seen me at my most cranking and bitchy moments.. friday morning band.. and still you have all continued to be there for me.. thank you.... thank you for "bobo"... its something i will carry with me for the rest of my life.. at first.. i hated that name.. but eventually i realized.. it was something special b/w all of us... and i will never forget it.. ever.. i promise... and i hope you won't too... let's keep the bond alive

to all the others.. tommy seymour.. chris.. ang.. alana.. hubbert.. shortie #1.. olivia.. vaness.. liz..

thank you to you all.. for being there with me thru everything... tho we will no longer be together.. i want you all to know.. that you will forever remain in my heart.. i will be always thinking of you.. and the moments that we have shared will always be cherished..


to my other friends:

sammi: we've known each other for a long time.. since markville?? i think.. and... you've been there whenever i needed someone to talk to.. even if it was about something stupid.. and you've been one of the most supporting and reliable people i know.. we've gone thru many things together.. you've helped me get over a lot of things.. and i truly want to thank you for all the help, advice, and love you have given me.. thank you so much.. and as we go forth into different paths.. i hope that our paths will once again cross... and i hope that we will remain forever friends.. best of luck in western... lots of luv

jo: my "sis".. so many ppl think of us as sisters.. b-ball camp.. just random ppl.. and in a way.. i feel that it is somewhat true.. i've known you for as long as i can remember... like a good 10 years... long long time.. and from the very begginning.. you were a great friend.. we've been thru a lot together.. some happy.. and some not so happy.. but even so.. you stuck with me till the very end.. and thank you for that.. i hope that we will remain friends.. best of luck in western...

jess: my paul frank buddie.. thanx for being such a great friends these years.. we've shared many good memories.. karoake in hong kong.. westlife fever.. thanks for the many memories.. best of luck in mcmast

cy: you've been a great friend.. and tho we might not always agree on all the same things.. we've still managed to have lots of good memories.. thanx for that... good luck in your last year of highschool

peter: tho, we've only known for 2 years... we've shared many great memories.. as we go our separate ways.. i hope we will remain friends.. good luck in tyndale

jer: once again.. we've only known for a short span of 2 years.. you've provided me with a lot of comical relief.. thanx for that.. we've had lots of memories in the last while... i will remember them.. dun fret.. when you're lonely in halifax..remember.. that i'm always here.... to call.. and bother.. whatever you like... good luck at dal...

edga: tho in the last lil while.. we haven't talked as much as we use to... i still wanna thank you for all the many memories that we shared.. whether talking about girls or just life in itself.. thank you for being my friend...

miu miu: thanx for being a great friend for the last 10 years.. i think... we shared many good memories.. pioneer club.. pokey boi.. thanx for being my friend...

to all the others: rachel, joyce, jon,

thanks for being my friend.. these years.. we've shared many good memories.. i will never forget.. good luck in high school

BLACKOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aaah... this lil incident with the power and stuff.... made me realize.. how much we rely on technology and how much of it we actually take for granted... i mean... thursday nite.. got home early from work at wonderland cuz park closed... .so driving home.. i called my daddie n' asked him if we needed can goods.. went to the nearest convenience to buy can foods rite.. i walk in.. its PITCH dark... and there's a humongous line up to buy food and stuff... wow..

and then got home..me n' my daddie cooked food using our camping stove.. uh.. u know.. the hot pot stoves.. yuppidy do.. thats what we made.. we had dumplings.. interesting.. and then we had steak after too.. cuz our fridge was thawing out... and our yummi steaks were gonna go bad.. so steak it was...

sat around...reading magzines... attempting to play the piano with no lite... that was rather interesting... lots of wrong notes.. and then my daddie had this brilliant idea... let's go cruisin.. to look at stars.. we drove.. and u know the strange thing.. i never appreciated street lites.. but with the pitch darkness.. it was scary yet really pretty.. everything was dark.. except for the occasional flitter, flatter of candle fire... and then it was dark...

dark enough to see all the constellation.. and oh. oh. oh.. MARS it was so bright and pretty.. aaah.. amazing...

i never realized how important some things were...
1) communication
2) basic fan/ac..
3) lighting

i mean really.. like no phones.. no cell phones.. couldn't talk to any body.. so forced to sit at home n' talk with my daddie...

and some things.. i realized.. i spent way to much time on.. like TV... i watch too much of it... and even the computer.. i'd spend hours none stop.. and just surf the web... for nothing in particular...but when u can't surf anymore.. u realize.. there's more thigns that you can do .. that are equally satisfying.. such as board games... i found my simpsons.. chess set.. yeah.. i'm a nerd.. but surprisingly enough... i spent an hour.. playing chess with my dad.. at like 3 am.. when it was just too hot to sleep.. i woke up cuz it was too hot..

but yeah.. just so much realization after this black out... so many things we take for granted... so many things.. we waste our time and money and effort on.. that eventually.. will be useless to you..

chilz...

so its been a few days since i blogged... and nothing much has happened... in fact.. NOTHING!!!!!... thats how boring it is... the days starts.. and i wake up.. go to work.. come home.. 8 hours laters.... eat something.. watch a lil tv... usually till conan ends.. and then.. around 1:30... i go to bed.. and then the next morning.. the cycle starts all over again..

oh one thing..

why are kids of this era.. not as sweet and innocent as they should be.. i mean they're kids.. right... i'm talking lil 4-8 year olds... i was talking to my mommi on the phone d otha day.. and i asked how my baby eric was... he's my almost 3 years old cousin... and my mommi said he was mean.. and rude to everybody...

the last time i saw him.. precisely a year ago.. he was this lil sweet boy who always refered to himself in da 3rd person.. he was cute n' adorable.. but now he's mean??? what happened??

and its not just my lil cousin... i mean lik... i c kids at wonderland all the time rite.. and these kids are rude and disobedient and ugh... so frustating... if they were my kids.. i swear.. i would have like thrown them away.. haha.. no.. i just dun understand how they can be so Ugh.... like these lil kids.. they come up.. and start poking me for now reason.. and they stick their hand in my apron.. try to take some of my money.. and i'm like??? Excuse me?????? or worse.. one kid.. takes a hockey stick from the sports range.. and tries to hit his mom and his lil brother with it.. they didn't even do anything...

what the hell is wrong with kids nowadays??? man.. so bad.. ignorant, rude, and everthing else.. i mean.. for sure.. there are kids out there who are very good kids.. but it seems those kids are slowly disappearing.. and reappearing as stupid idiotic rude kids... whats up with that??


anywoo...

latz

yesterrday.. i swear was the most hectic day ever.. at least for me during the summer.. even more so than when exams are going on .. i swaer.. so let me tell you

8:00 ~ wake up
9:15-4:30 ~ work at wonderland... 7 hours.. 7 hours.... aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
5:00 ~ pick up guy
5:15 ~ went to hallmark to buy melody's gift...
5:30 ~ drove to church to pick up jer to get cake
5:30-6:00 ~ waited at church for haf an hour.. for jer.. only to find out.. he could have ordered the cake on the phone..geez
6:30 ~ had dinner at fmp with guy.. a lil bonding time.. ha...
7:00 ~ had to pick up dinner for cy.. a lil rat incident.. ha
7:30 ~ drove peter to get dinner.... y?? i dun really know
8:00 ~ concert of prayer thingy at church.. stayed for a haf hour.. was... "interesting"
9:00 ~ went to pick up jo.. thinking she was coming for the b-day party.. but she wasn't.. so i wasted haf hour and gas to drive to her house
9:45 ~ went back to church to pick up cy.. he had to get his wallet from home...
10:00 ~ went to pick up cake all the way at yonge n' elgin mills.. mad far...
10:30 ~ MHQ

here's the worst part.. at MHQ.. a bunch of ppl nobody knew came along.. precisely gr.9's nobody knew who this one kid was.. litteraly.. i didn't, jes didn't, rachel didn't.. no clue.. no idea who even invited them in the first place..
ppl who said they weren't comign showed up.. and then ppl who we knew.. but wasn't invited came along.. precisely one person.. she wasn't even close with either "melody" or "jess"..... but aside from that.. the night was pretty kewl... a bunch of ppl i dun normally hang around with was there..amanda... alexa... melody.. we enjoyed ourselves.. it was mad fun to see peter, jer, edgar, mike and cy make a fool of themselves trying to serenade the girls with their horrible off tune singing.. ha.. mad funni....

12:40 ~ left MHQ and was suppose to go dt... for cassi's going away.. they told me before.. they were going dt to some place.. and then i drive dt.. call them... guess where they are... they tell me they're at palatzo.. i can't spell.. so..
1:30 ~ arrive at palatzo.. sorrie.. sp... i'm dead tired by then... and they're like let's change places.. lets go for a drinnk somewhere.. i'm like "no... i'm tired".. but who listens to me?? blah....
2:00 ~ we end up going to some gino bar in woodbridge.. and drink and eat and what not.. till like 4:00...
5:30 ~ i dun get home till this hour.. why?? i ahve to drive ppl home... one dt.. one in north york.. and oh.. one in nobleton.. fun eh???
6:00 ~ finally fall sleep. and now.. at 11:00am.. i'm awake.. and have to leave for work in less than 15 minutes.. majorlie tired.. someone shot me!!!!!!


latz

so.. i got the new jay chou!!!!!!!! yeah...... jay chou rox like u wouldn't believe.. my cousin carrie got it for me in hk... its mad cheaper there and so she lined up adn everythign to get it for me.. now all i have to do is wait till my mommie comes back on the 20th...

oh yeah.. mommie left for hk.. me left in canada with daddy... and well miranda n ivan too.. but they dun live at home... so its fun and stuff.. cuz my daddi dun care about care about what i do.. to a sense.. adn i can go out and do whatever.. whenever.. so all good....

last few days has been fun... but boring..working.. eating...sleeping.. and then repeating the cycle over and over again... i need to find something fun to do at home....


Happy Early B-day Jess!!!!Happy 18th.. You Old.. Very Old... hehe jokes

she's my paul frank buddy... her b-day is actually tommorow.. but thats okay rite???

anyhow.. gtg eat breakfast.. me starving like a ... um.. whats an analogy one can use to describe hunger?

starving like a beast???
starving like a pig??
like a dog??
like a kitty cat??
like a dragon??


mmmmm... gotta figure that one......

lates

i was bored just a lil while ago.. and so for some odd reason.. i stranded upon this site.. and i found all these cool skins.. i'm experimenting with which one i wanna use..

u see.. i sux at html.. i sux to rock the html world back in the day.. but i haven't used it in so long.. i completely forget.. i have horribly bad memory.. so anyhow.. now i have to resort to using other ppl's.. but hey.. its all good rite?? they put them there.. so ppl will use them..and it says created by whoever on it rite??

anyhow.. its 12:40 gtg zzzzz...


c u later alligator.... haha i'm just a loser!

so the summer has officially started.. its almost the end of july.. wow.. time passed by really quickly.. and chinese school is now over... my life has now resorted to mad working at wonderland!!! like 8 hours a day.. 5-6 days a week.. mad.. and i'm like standing in the baking sun.. sweating like a pig... but on the bright side.. the ppl who work at med games with me are pretty cool..

university/highschoool??? i guess i finally did make a decision.. U of Windsor it is.. although i'm only doing part time.. cuz i dun really plan on staying there.. i'm transferring to acadia come sept 2004... i mean there's nothing wrong with windsor.. its just acadia just stayed in my head.. ppl there were so amazing.. and the professors were so nice!!!! omg... so yeah..
i'm taking 2 courses... actually 3 cuz 2 of them are 1.5... so i'm taking Basic Skills... which is literally Ear Training.. and then Music Theory and last but not least... 1 hour lessons on my lov-e-l-y oboe... and then on the side.. not for credit.. taking wind ensemble.. all i need to do is get a b- accumulative on my courses.. and then my transfer will be complete!!! woohooo!!!!!!!

oh... another funny thing.. ha.. my format is turning into my last blog.. hehhe

so i work at med arcade the other day rite... and mad crzy.... white ppl.. brown ppl.. viets..and just about any person u swa.... all mad crazy for ddr and para para... they 're like memorizing the steps and everythign... mad hardcore rite.. on the other hand some of them sux... they were like random jumping.. i'm like.. u gotta jump at this time.. when the foot light goes on.. u kno??? and they're like ok wutever.... haha.. the funniest thing to ever see.. me and this other guy alex... chinese.. he's mad hardcore para par.. he does like the hardest level and gets like A... max combo of like 200 man.. hardcore.. anyhow.. we're working at med arcade... and we're like standing there laughin at ppl.. haha so fun..

aah... IKEA!!!!! i can't wait to go... need to mad shop for dorm stuff.. not even funni... lights, phones, bedsheets, pillows, desk organizer stuff, plates, cups, pots and pans, mirror, wall stuf.f.. so much incredibly.. yeah!!!!! i luv ikea.. they have some fo the greatest stuff... but not for mad expensive either.. not like pottery barn.. i love the stuff there.. but mad expensive.. like a lamp for like $80.. yeah.. rite.. i'd break it in like 2 secs... hehe

mom is leaving for hk soon.. i get to new stuff.. Most importantly .... JAY CHOU"S NEW CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... its out july 31.. which is soon.. my cuz carrie is lining up to buy it for me.. cuz u know... jay chou is amazing.. everybody luv jay... so ppl line up... and then.. my aunt is getting me my new earrings and stuff.. and hair stuff and what not.. mommie is gonna get me my new cds adn dvd.. especially.. "twins effect" the new daniel wu and miriam movie and a few others.. much have daniel wu... no... must have daniel wu.. hehe

so yah.. gtg mad clean my room so i kno exactly wut i need to buy for dorm..


chilz

latz

its officially been a while since my last blog.. and my that i mean my last real blog.. school has ended..and i have working at my 3 sumer jobs.. a lot eh?? for month of july.. i work 70 hours a week.. mad crazy.. i'm considering not working at one of the jobs... cuzz i'll die other wise.. no sleep and pur work... i'll slowly go crzy.. everybody knows how lazy i am.. i'll die of over energy usage.. haha..

university/highschool?? what difference does it really make.. i never really considered taking an extra year to just relex and take bird course. get better grades.. but it is seriously a top contender rite now.. that plus the fact uni's are so slow and stupid.. they can't even tell me if they got my final transcripts yet.. and they were mailed out like 3 weeks ago.. so stupid.. see .,.. if i got back to high school and go to newmarket high.. my 5 ocurses wil be, 12 music keyboard, 12 instrumental music, 12 repertoire badn, 12 musical theatre and12 exercise science or maybe some other course like taht.. see how easy my years would be.. easily 90's especially in all the music courses.. mad easy..

oh.. the funniest thing.. tuesday morning.. was danielle, peter, rachel and jess's day to leave for mexico rite.. so me jer jon sam and godfrey decided to go see them off.. the thing was.. their plane left at 7am so we had to be at airport for 5.. rite.. so i was suppose to drive to sam's house and pick her up at around 4:00...in the morning.. i was talking to sam till around 2 am.. and then slept for 1 1/2 hours and then drove to her house.. i got there.. she godfrey and danielle were ready to go.. so we drove to rachels.. so rachel could drive danielle to airport.. dun ask.. so we got to rachels.. her alarm clock is going off.. and her cell phone isn't picking up.. so we wait outside her house for like 20 mintues.. and then we try calling jon at this time rite.. cuz jer was suppose to drive to jons.. where i would then pick them up.. and guess wut?? both jer and jon didn't wake up in time.. but the funniest thing about this all is.. jon slept thru 2 alarm clocks.. and 20 phone calls. from me and fre.. i mean. how is that humanly possible????

oh stupidest thing.. Don't go to Watch T3.. majorly sux.. u know how the movie was so like advertised.. suppose to be so amazing.. ugh.. i went to see it today with jon, sam, jer, and guy at rainbow rite.. and the movie wasn't actually that good.. the most stupid ending ever tho.. wut the hell is with the "no actual war.. only suppose to survive" crap.... there's suppose to be a war.. you know judgement day and the nuclear war?? wut the hell is with the survival thing?? i paid good monie to go see humans and machines fighting.. that majorly suxed.....


chinese school has been fun so far.. lots of people around..ppl volunteering.. such as kai miu, rita, justin, guy, sammi (1 day), dexter, carol and angel.. oh lets not forget jer and godfrey.. they were suppose to come .. but never did.. shame on u ... danielle, tiff, and jess lam are going to be helping later.. should be interesting..

the 'rents are leaving for lil trip to cousins's graduation in england later on in july ... should be fun to have house to myself for an entire week.. just do whatever i want.. no rules.. sweet!!!! and then mom is leaving to hk for the whole month of august.. i can get mad shopping stuff.. for cheap.. dirt cheap.. hk is so dirt cheap.. need to get cds and clothes and so much stuff. sweet.. and after .. yan yan.. or ma ma.. is coming back to live with us for a while.. till whenever.. i'll have good food to eat.. yeah.. yan yan is a chef and so was my kung kung .. so they make sweet food.. so yeah.. anyhow.. its like 12 midnight now.. need mad sleep so energy for work tommorow..

latz

blah...

I"M DONE!!!!! no more high school for me ever again..how great is that...anyhow.. i had my grad ceremony yesterday.. i'm officially a high school graduate.. amazing ain't it.. life went by so quickly.. it sorta hit me.. but not entirely.. i still can't accept the fact.. i'm going off to uni next year.. in 3 months to be exact.. woow.. scary.. i'm still such a lil kid inside.. not at all a uni student.. and for that fact.. i dun even look old enuf for gr.10 let alone university..ha.. anyhow..

prom was on tuesday nit.. thanx cy for coming.. i at first thought he would be bored out of his midn.. but it turned out all rite.. i think.. he said he wasn't bored so yeah... the most stupid thing... there was this really stupid rap group who came.. they suxed so much... so incredibly much.. everyone just started leaving.. ha.. sux to be them..

the grad ceremony today was so incredibly long.. you wouldn't believe.. it was like almost 4 hours long.. but it was a grreally good ceremony.. it was a sad moment.. ppl cried... i cried.. and i couldn't stop crying.. very stupid of me.. but ppl's messages were so touching.. and just ssad cryie moment.. just put it at that... anyhow..

now i have nothing to do.. i have a job.. i think.. for july 9-12..and weekends... but nothign other than that.. i need a job.. anybody got any good connections....i need a job for the days... plez??? haha

anyhow.. gtg. chilz

lates

uh.. today is monday.. i'm bored out of my mind right now.. i went to skewl to return my text books.. but the thing doesn't open till 10:30... so i'm sittin here bloggin.. anyhow..prom is tommorow.. i dunno.. but sorta a lil nervous about it.. i mean its not a big deal... but it is

Phew... all my exams are finally done and over with... i had music and writers today.. so much writing for both of them.. i had like 9 pages of computer paper.. 1.5 spaced.. thats like a good 5000 words for each one.. crazy.. at least they're done....

now i can go and make fun of anybody who still has exams.. haha.. all the public skewlers....sux to be you.. haha. hahha... hahha..
but serious.. this year has gone by so quickly.. it know it sounds cheesy.. but it really does feel like it was yesterday... the whole year just went whoosh..was really fast.. but even so.. i have a lot of good memories to remember this year... denting the hummer, lunch at harvey's with sarah and d... band camp with all my music buddies.. lots of things.. and things not even from this year.. new york in gr.10.... and france trip.. ( my horrible billet.. she smelled!!!!) hehe.. its really scary how my final year just quickly passed.. next year will be so different.. totally making new friends.. adjusting to new environments.. i dunno if i'm actually ready for that yet?? and i'm going a lil far away..5 hours by car.. to windsor..

i'm the kind of person who hates change.. i never changed churches when i most wanted to because of change.. and never changed skewls because of change.. so many things i eliminated because of fear...

with all my friends going to differnt universities than me.. i't be even harder.. with ppl from skewl going to u of t, ottawa, western, and other places.. we're all separated... and even with other ppl too..
jo is going to western... jer to dal, mike to queens, sammi to undecided, peter to sheridan, jess to i'm not too sure.. dun wanna say the wrong place.. we're all very separated from one another.. but i'm sure we'll all be able to keep in touch.. we all better.. it'll be sad to all be separated... as the days get shorter and shorter.. we'll all start balling in tears..

i grew up with these people.. and its sad to leave them.. jo.. omg.. i've known her since forever.. since i was like 9.. when i first move to to.. and now we're going to different places... and sammi too.. oh geez.. i'm gonna ball soon.. : ( so sad.. anyhow.. no more sad stuff.. need happy stuff..

i'm going mad shopping with jo tommorow.. i need to buy so much stuff.. prom shoes.. and prom makeup.. prom bag...prom earrings and necklace.. summer capris.. summer skirt... and summer sandals.. on top of other things.. my mommy actually gave me money and good amount to buy the stuff i need.. so yeah.. anyhow.. gtg.. me sleepy *yawn*.. i have to wake up at 9 tommorow.. cuz picking jo up at 10:15.. and then going with her to get guitar.. then shopping.. so yeah.. lates

yeah.. i only have two exams left... and they're my two easy exams.. yeah!!!
my exams actually haven't been that bad.. aside from calc.. today... i don't think I did amazingly well.. i'll be happy to even get a 65%... thats low.. but hey.. thats alrite... anyhow.. i have to study for music and writers.. don't relly have to "study" study.. more like just.. simply look over.. and then

Friday.. going shopping.. with jo.. to square one.. i think.. gotta go mad shopping for anything possibly can buy.. literally.. i have no clothes.. none for summer.. i need to buy new pants and new shirts.. and New Camera too...

i wanna a digi cam... but too expensive.. maybe grad present from the 'rents...

oh... i need to find one of those places that sell balloons that you can put teddy bears into.... cuz 323's b-day is coming up.. i'm pretty sure she doesn't read my blog... so its all good... anyhow...

uh.. so whats new??? um i'm dunno...

oh here's a stupid thing i did...

i have 3 and 1/2 hours to write my english exams rite... my english examed started at 1... and for some odd reason...i thought that the exam was gonna end at 3:30.. so at like 3:29.. i'm like rapidly trying to cram every word about R.R and his stupid life into an essay... and then i walked out at like 3:34.... but the stupid thing is...

I had till 4:30 to write my exam..... i so majorly failed that.. no doubt.. man.. so stupid of me.. i swear...

and another bad thing.. my grad trip is postponed.. not allowed to go cuz of stupid SARS... boohooo

majorly sux,,,,

oh.. i don't know if i talked about this before.. i got into Wilfred Laurier... school of music.. not for admissions.. not yet... but we'll have to see.... but yeah...

i have a prom date!!!! yeah.. thanx for doing me the fav.. cy... i appreciate it...
i still have to go prom shopping for shoes and bag and stuff.. doing that i think... on Friday... hopefully there'll still be shoes.. haha.. that would really sux.. if i had to wear like running shoes.. haha.....

anyhow.. gtg.. i have philo and calc exam on mon and tues.. so majorly study.. lates

wow... its been a good two weeks.. since i've bloggeed...
life has majorly suxed since then...

here's to catch up!!
1) i got royally rejected at western...
2) i dented and scratched the entire side of my dad's car
3) acadia is still screwing me over
4) i might not get to go on my grad trip... stupid SARS & stupid Mad Cow!!!
5) i'm gonna fail my exams.. especially Bio...

yeah.. doesn't my life sound so amazingly great...

i have 6 exams in the next two weeks... starting with

Bio on Thursday
English on Friday
Philosophy on Tuesday
Calculus on Wednesday
Writers Craft on Thursday Morning
and Music on Thursday Afternoon

and on top of that.. i have no shoes for prom.. no bag for prom.... and worse of all


NO DATE!!!!


how badly does that sux??? yeah.. i know.. i'm the biggest loser in the world....

hehe...
anyhow.. gtg.. have to finish some stupid questionaaire for graduation day...

oh.. and all you mcbc ppl.. remember.. the 12th... it starts at 9:00am.. i thought it was gonna be afternoon.. and it ends around 12:30.. its a must.. and you guys know it... so yeah..

chilz...

lates

bobo

life so majorly sux... i mean... doesn't it.. at least mine does.. let me tell you whats making me so pissed and crying and in such a crying mood...

last nite... the prof for music therapy at acadia called to say I was in.... and then this morning i told my guidance counsellor person..and he said that i didn't get in... so what the hell is going on here? nobody seems to know what's going..and it so majorly sux... i mean.. am i in or not? do they find it funny or soemthing to mess with me? it isn't the first time.. first.. they lost my application.. and then they found it .... and then they decided to not process my application... honestly


FU*K... what do they want from me????

i mean.. i've been putting off other places just waiting for them..cuz i wanna go there.. and here they are.. F*ckin me over and over again...

uh.. today is the 13th already.. and still no news from acadia.. this majorly sux.. don't ya think??? uh.. the the dress that i was planning on getting.. uh.. me and my bad luck with dresses.. they have my size but not in the right colour.. now i have to go find another dress and new shoes.. cuz the ones i was planning on getting don't match too welll with this new dress....uh.. and another bad thing.. fuller says my discman can't possibly be fixed.. whcih means.. new discman.. and i have no money in which to buy this new discman with.. anybody wanna buy me a new discman???? you'll be my new best friend... haha...

anyhow.. uh... victoria day weekend.. parents are going away.. me all by myself.. woo hoo.. fun fun!!

i'm free to do whatever, whenever.. this weekend.. weee!!!!

Happy Mommi's Day!!!!!! yeah.. its mommi day today.. what did u do for your mommi today???
me??? i uh.. me, sis, bro, sis's bf, daddi and mommi went to lunch today.. yum yum.. and then.. uh.. went to buy carnations for my two mommies.. yeah.. auntie gloria and my mommi.. and then uh.. what'd i do?? oh yeah.. i went home to study for exams.. cuz.. u know.. my exams start not this thursday.. but the thursday after.. so majorly cram... hehe.. and then we go out to dinner with my mommi's best friend and family.. and some place.. i dunno where.. haha.. i'm talking in past tense.. and some of this hasn't even happened yet.. hehe.. yea i'm so cool!

anyhow.. sis came down.. and she bought me gifts from cuba.. yeah!!! but the bad thing is.. she went with out me.. : ( boo hoo... oh well.. anyhow.. i got my prom dress.. its not the same one that i was gonna get b4.. cuz they didn't have my size.. boo hoo... but i found this one at some bridal place in newmarket.. its simple and cute.. but pretty too.. its not to extravagant.. so i can wear it again... now all i need are shoes.. which i think i found at scarpino... and bag.. and hafta go book an appointment at mac for makeup and find a good hairdresser..

here.. lookie at the dress

http://www.bestbridesmaid.com/cache/shop_product_jsp_ID_8_filter_Promo.html

the one i'm getting is pink.. and i'm getting alterations done.. so there'll be a nice big slit on both sides.. like on side of leg.. when i'm done with it...

anyhow.. gtg.. chilz

Learning a lesson!


Once upon a time, there lived a little girl named Yumiko. Yumiko lived in a beautiful house. It was a big pink house with lots of windows. In the back, there was a beautiful forest with lots of tall trees.

She lived in the pretty house with her mom Mrs. Tanaka, her dad Mr. Tanaka and her little brother, Edison. Yumiko and Edison loved sitting by the big trees in the forest and playing games. But every time it started to get dark, their mom would call for them. “Yumiko, Edison! Come on in. It’s getting dark. You don’t want to get lost in the forest.”

One day just before sunset, Yumiko and Edison were playing in the forest with their friend, Jeremy. They were playing Park Rangers. Yumiko was the lost little girl, Edison the attacking bear, and Jeremy the Park Ranger.

Just as Jeremy was about to rescue Yumiko, Edison noticed a very pretty bird flying around them. Edison said, “Look at the bird! Isn’t it so pretty?” Yumiko and Jeremy slowly walked towards the bird. “

The bird started to fly further into the forest. The three of them started to follow the bird. Without knowing it, they walked farther and farther away from the house. They walked so far, that they didn’t even notice that the sun was setting.

The bird flew around a corner, and the three of them tried to follow it. But soon, they had lost its tracks. Just then, Jeremy started to notice, the sky had gone down. It was getting darker and darker. “OH NO!!! I was supposed to go home before dark. Mom’s going to kill me.” Jeremy cried, “Let’s go back. I have to be home before she starts dinner.”

Yumiko, Edison, and Jeremy turned around and started to walk. After a while, they noticed that they were lost! The three of them couldn’t help but notice the darkness and the scary noises that the forest was making.

Just then Edison screamed. “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH! There’s a mm-oonn-ssstteer. Run for your life!!!!!” Yumiko and Edison ran and ran until they were out of breath.

When they finally stopped, they spotted that blinking lights shining into the forest. “What’s the lights, Yumiko?” Edison asked, “I dunno.” Jeremy yelled “Alien!!!!!!” Yumiko and Edison ran into the forest. Jeremy stood up, and tried to run away. But his body was so tired, he couldn’t move! The lights started moving closer and closer.

Jeremy could feel his heart beat faster and faster. Sweat starting to drop down his face. “Oh No! I’m going to be eaten by aliens,” he thought.

The lights moved faster and faster. Jeremy closed his eyes and said to himself, “Please don’t eat me. I’m too skinny and I have no meat on my body. I’m a poor little boy. Please don’t eat me.” “Who ever said I was going to eat you?” Jeremy opened his eyes and sighed. He wasn’t scared anymore.

“Mr. Tanaka. I’m so glad to see you. I thought you were an alien.” Mr. Tanaka replied, “An Alien? You sure have so imagination! Jeremy. Where is Yumiko and Edison?” “ I don’t know. We were being chased by a monster and we got lost!”

Yumiko and Edison crawled out from behind the trees and ran and gave their dad a big hug. “Daddy! We were chased by a monster and then there was this alien…” Yumiko shouted. “That’s ok! Daddy’s going to protect you guys now. You are all in big trouble! But let’s get you guys home first.” Mr. Tanaka responded

With the help of Mr. Tanaka’s flashlight, they found the trail that lead to the house. The four of them walked home in complete silence. On the way back, the three children noticed a big rock that was shaped like a person. They thought to themselves, “That must have been the monster that was chasing us.”

When they got home, Yumiko and Edison spotted their mom standing by the door waiting for them. They ran towards the door and gave their mom and hug. “ You two are in big trouble! I’ve told you to come back when it was sunset. You two, didn’t listen and got yourselves lost and dragged Jeremy with you.”

“We’re sorry Mommy. We promise never to do it again!” Yumiko and Edison replied. That night, as they were lying in bed, they thought to themselves. “I’ve sure learned my lesson. I will never go into the forest again after dark. Or I’ll get eaten by aliens and chased my monsters”


The END


haha.. that was my isu for writers craft.. i dunno even know if that is good.. hehe....
but anyhow.. i spent like a hr writing it ..
anyhow.. its lunch now..

me hungry...

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