its mommy's b-day today.. yeah.. happy b-day.. won't say how old she is.. cuz u know.. how chinese mommi's are.. ha.... have to keep their age such a secret.... anyhow.... doesn't matter.. all that does.. is simply... its her b-day... so if u see her around...say happy b-day to her.. hehe.. anyhow.. took her out to dinner at east side mario's last nite.. was pretty good.. and ugh.. found that a friend of mine gets to have lunch with a specific *crush* of mine... ugh i hate u... hehe..u know its all jokes.. but so not fair.. u get to and i don't.. it just isn't fair at all...i wish i got too... i barely even get to see him... ugh.... oh well... doesn't matter realli... i don't think it matters that much.. its like not like u know.. anyhow...

3 days till my audition.. i think i'm gonna cry.... somebody help.. so not f*ckin ready for it.. blah..... oh well.. i guess thats just too bad for me.. but on the ohter hand.. i do have a few more other ones that i can do better on.. and they're not for a long time.. so i can worry and work on those ones for a while...