sometimes i seriously wonder if life is worth living.. i mean .. all the pain and sorrow .. all the obstacles that we have to face.. problems after problem..
its not like life ever gets better to the state of being conflict free.. so then what exactly am i living for?
nothing
i have nothing to look forward.. no goal in life..
nothing to work hard for.. and everytime i try to work for something.. it never works out.. everything just come tumbling down..
nothing ever goes rite for me.. i can't remember the last time that things ever went smoothly for me.. i dunt think ever.
i kno that you're not suppose to give up.. and you're suppose to look on the bright side. all those stupid sayings.. tommorow's a new day.. things will get better.. its all completely bullshit..
the only ppl who say that are those who have everything.. life has worked out perfectly for them..
what about those who life didn't work out perfectly? what are they suppose to do?
i'm at the end of my string.. what can i do
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Hey Sindy...
I'm one of those people who did not have life work out perfectly. Classic example. single income family. father in between jobs. crazy financial problems. almost lost my sister and watched her at her brink of death. constantly struggling with balancing jobs with school with life with religion.
all i can say is Praise God. Sindy, i'd love to talk to you more about all this stuff. really! for you to know my testimony, for me to know more about ur life.
i guess from here, (as corny as it is) i'll leave you with this.
"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:33-34
hopefully will talk to ya soon before you leave for hongkong:)
I hope God Blesses you! Sorry you're feeling down. I know you don't know me...but thought I'd leave a quick message. Feel free to check my blog out if you want to.
gikkita.blogspot.com
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