February 08, 2007

life suxs..

i no longer have my own car..
my jobs are in jeopardy..
my body is deteriorating in more ways than one.. and not even just because of the car accident
i'm losing faith in myself..
i'm losing faith in others..
life has become a mess..


ppl keep on telling me its gonna be better.. things will always work out.. but i really dun feel like it will.. life just keeps on getting worse for me..


its like i'm falling into a hole.. and i don't even kno where the bottom of this hole is... at least.. if i knew where the hole was.. i kno how much worse its gonna get.. but its so dark.. i dunno kno much more of this i can take..


URGH

2 comments:

Tau said...

dear sindy, i'm sorry you're feeling down and in a hole right now. i hope you'll find some light soon.

Unknown said...

I do not know whether this holds any significance to you, but I will pray for you with all of my heart. I also hope that you will find light in this hole of yours soon.

Though I do not understand the paint that you are going through, I want you to know that not all is lost. You are a wonderful person and have been nothing short of a wonderful friend to me. Your joyous personality and kind heart has been a huge blessing to me, and I am sure that you are also a massive blessing to others.

Cy