lots have happened since coming back to toronto in april.. most of them bad.. but it's taught me that live is a rollercoaster.. there are ups and downs.. if i never deal with the bad, the good will never come..


there's now so much that i need to figure out.. gotta make decisions.. most life changing.. and figure how to tell the ppl i luv the most why i made that choice...

do i just be honest and tell the gut wrenching truth?? or do i sugar coat it to avoid their disappointment and sadness??

aaah.. life is so complicating sometimes


on the bright side, while all this troublesome stuff is going on .. i can look forward to some fun things in my near future.. it may not make all my troubles and worries away, but it'll definetly help keep me sane and a little less stressed ...

got 2 reservations for summerlicious coming up.. get to go have some chit chat times with some good friends..

going up to bobcaygeon for beach and sun and visit my friend next week :)

and then from 28-aug 1.. i'll be in nyc for some much need r&r, shopping,and foood.. lots and lots of food..

hopefully the little time away from stress and home will give me some much need perspective on what i have to do....